Inwardly

Alone forever! I do not want ....

Don't you see or can't you?
I just want you.
Try to understand, but how?
I ask myself that. I dont want that.
Or is it? I know the answer.
I know the pain.
Can't forget him.
This pain. Right in the heart.
Never felt it, just imagined it.
How so? I do not want. I'll try it.
Don't get it. Stand up. Fell on it again.
On the pain. I imagine it.
Can't be myself
Wanna be alone Not like others together.
Why do I want me to be sad?
I don't want it.
I am different from the others.
Do not try to escape at all.
Do I want to drown?
In self-pity?
Which I just imagine
No I do not want to.
Maybe I do this because ...
Because I want attention.
That I am cared for.
Am I selfish now or am I not?
Others would hate me.
They suffered this and they don't want it.See me and don't believe Do not understand.
Think I want it Loneliness.
Is that true? Why am I like that?
Can that be true?
That I'm ... not normal?
Want affection ... but honestly ...
I don't want it.
Can not stop me.
sink in pity for yourself.
How so? I have these thoughts.
That's how disturbed they sound.
Am I disturbed?
No or yes?
Apparently I want it?
Don't show my coolness.
Don't forget you
You showed up when I turned 14.
Changed me Just because of you.
Couldn't forget you anymore
Have now shown my coolness.
Was sentenced with shame.
I wanted it to come that way.
Have not spared me now
was it worth it now?
Hasn't been stolen now
was ordered around.
I had to go and come now
was now TOO dazed.
Swallowed it down now
the others noticed.
Wasn’t awake anymore
they got a confession now.
All of my misdeeds
was no longer betrayed.Got a chance now
It was worth it, I used it.
When I was 14, I became a big star.
Now I stand here and even sing.
Am a pop star worldwide.
Was yelled at by my fan from below.
See my stepbrother and father at the same time.
Next to it saw the mother and brother.
Saw my family.
It is worth it .. This gravity between us now lasts a lifetime.
I happily hop and sing my song. See the tears in their eyes as everything fell silent. You listened to me. my love song.
Saw family and friends. Presidents and Managers. Singers and superstars. My family with gravity. It holds us together.
FOREVER I WILL BE WITH YOU: THANKS TO THE GRAVITATION !!!!