Hello ^^ This is now my second ff to Captain Tsubasa =) I hope you read it ^^ The first Kappi is a bit like a poem at first, but otherwise ... just read it yourself ^^ And forget the praise, criticism and suggestions for improvement in Not in the form of a comment ^^
So, enough of the preface, let's go!

Feeling the way of opened a closed heart

A tragic story about two souls who belong together but will never be able to interpret the pain of the other.

[i]She is blinded by the miracle of the wish fulfilled. Almost unnoticed, she only devotes herself to her longing, but thereby loses the connection to his heart.
Now she has to decide.

Despite years of working towards it, he strays from his path and from now on, defenseless as he is, is devoured by himself, so that he can never return to the path.
Now he has to decide.

>>>>>>>>>> "..May you rest in peace .." <<<<<<<<<<

I'm sinkingAnd I can't help it ..
I am in terrible agony….
And while I let the light of life work on me one last time, I see a hand…. she wants to pull me out ...
I feel my heart again, it's back ..
And it beats ... it races ... it flickers ...
With anger // pain // hate // longing!

Yeah, I'm sinking
Hoping to die and live dead ...

Can someone help me….?
Leave me alone!!

I want to scream !!
Why can't I smile ..?

Make him happy ..
Kill him!!

Tear my heart apart
Finally fill it with love again ...

My fault ..
Your fault!

Life ... as before ?!
Dying ... and a new life without you ...?!

I am not allowed to decide. I am trapped in this intermediate world of indecision and it inevitably pulls me further and further apart until it is finally too late for me.
And I feel so much hatred ... longing ...
And pain ...

Because of him….

But actually ... it's not quite like that.I finally smuggled myself onto the forbidden boat for fear of perishing pointlessly on the ordinary land without ever having tasted the "forbidden happiness" or "taking my fate into my own hands".
You can call it what you want ... either way it is actually always what you expect.
Something will happen that is completely new and completely different.
But at some point all of them seem "natural". "The tension", the "crackling" or "the urge" is only seldom retained.
It was the case with me, but there had to be a substitute for the intermittent disinterest.
After all, that's how it is everywhere, think of "Ying and Yang", light and dark, big and small butts, good and bad ...
And of course "pain" and "happiness" too.
The ship I was on was a luxury liner, people would have given their lives to touch it and I was definitely part of it.
When I ascended, laughing, it seemed to me as if I were ascending to heaven and leaving the dreary something into which I was born.It was the most beautiful, the most heartbreaking and at the same time overwhelming ... no.
It was impossible to describe it with mere words, all the words I had at my disposal were far too underfunded…. you know ... you should have experienced it yourself ...

But please listen to the rest of me first before you want to look at the ship again asking for names ...

So .. now only real "Textkappis" ^^ follow
I hope you like it and you read the other parts as well = D