Lonliness...
Do you know what it's like ... to be all alone? ...
So alone...
Certainly not...
It is terrible.
This eternal darkness.
Always being alone and lonely.
Even though I was surrounded by people ...
..but they didn't treat me like one of them.
Ridicule, ... hate, ... sadness ...
Anger ...
What ever...
They looked at me ... with that cruel look.
Full of hatred and anger.
I was scared ... very scared.
But what could I do alone against this fear ...
Nothing.
Not at all.