You like it flows
Shoots from the small wounds

The wounds were made by myself
To free myself from life
Weakling as many called me
I can still hear her screaming in my head
They will never do it again
'Cause I will soon rest forever
Slowly my eyes go black
And now I can't see anything anymore
My other limbs will no longer be good either
If I can finally go now
From this godforsaken world
On which nothing really holds me anymore
It started as a child
Just born very fresh
I sat on my parents' lap
But they had conspired
I was beaten all the time
And was to blame for everything
Likewise in kindergarten
I have to get a game
Wait behind everyone else
But I never won
And if I did get one
There was someone who took it away from me right away
It was the same in elementary school
Surrounded by a crowd of blasphemers
I was just always happy
When school was overAt least one of them liked me
But he didn't dare to show himself with me
I've been hated, despised, and cast out
But I didn't even know why
Thrown in to the big ones
They treated me like an animal in the zoo
They mostly threw food at me
And stole all my money out of greed
I didn't even graduate
But they have small wounds
Got me out soon anyway
Because the blood has already combined with the water
The water in the tub turns red
Soon I'll be there, soon I'll be dead
But what will my friend say
We've been together for a year now
She has to endure this pain
No, I can't ask for that
Now I have no other choice
I saw her for the last time yesterday
Now I'm 16 years old
Quite a short life
My body is already very cold
And can't move a single muscle anymore
I feel it is finally over now
And my soul is forever free!