Translation

Be with me forever

Der Kampf geht weiter...

pronunciation

And there is also Chapter 4 ... without babbling around for a long time, it starts right away:

Chapter 4: Pronunciation

All eyes were on us. Kai let go of me again and grabbed Enrique by the collar. "Leave her alone, she's mine ..." he broke off, only now he seemed to have noticed that everyone was staring at us. He let go of Enrique again and went inside without saying another word. "What was that?" I heard Tyson say, but he got no answer. "Coward ..." Enrique snorted. "He's not a coward!" I snapped at him, glared at him and also disappeared into the house. "Kai ?!", he was no longer in the corridor, whether he had left? I went to the front door and saw his coat sticking out from under all the other jackets (yes, they all somehow have no jackets than when they are outside in the snow). When I turned around I saw him sitting at the top of the stairs. He kept his head bowed and his hands clenched into fists. I went up the steps and stopped a few below him.I leaned over to him: "Are you okay?" No answer. I prop myself up on the stairs with my hands and look in the face. He was angry. Was that bothering him with Enrique? "It's all right, isn't it?" I asked again carefully. "Nothing is okay! Damn it.", Kai stood up. And turned his back on me: "Can we talk in private?"

He walked slowly to my room, I followed him. He swung the door open, a cold breeze came towards us. The balcony door was still open. Kai sat down on the bed and I sat down next to him after closing the balcony door. "You must have known since I can remember I have been trying to hide my feelings towards others. You must have noticed that I was very cold and dismissive when we first met, but it used to be even worse. And now ... now I even fell in love, I didn't understand myself, this feeling that I suddenly had.But I couldn't talk to anyone about it, after all, for them I was always just Kai, the ice block, the cool loner. Even if I would like to, it is not so easy for me to suddenly be different. And all because of my grandfather ... "" Your grandfather, but he ... ", I didn't know why his grandfather should have anything to do with it, but then I remembered what Yuri once told me about the time when Kai, Yuri and Tala met. "You must know, I grew up in my grandfather's abbey in Russia. There ... "" Did you get to know Tala and Yuri ", he looked at me surprised when I finished his sentence," I've known it for a while, from a different point of view, but well ... ", I didn't know what else to add should say, so I'd rather leave it whole. "So has Yuri already told you? "I nodded:" But only as far as your common fate is concerned. "" There is not much I can add, except that I was there much longer than Yuri always thought.Because as far as my memories go back, I've been there, it's as if I've always been there. I don't know my parents either, I don't even know if they are still alive and if they even remember me. “Silence, only penetrated by one or the other bang that went off outside.” You must now be thinking ´What a pathetic life and then he complains about it to me´ and I can't even blame you, because exactly this is my life and it always has been - pathetic. "Silence again. I let myself fall on my back so that I was lying on the bed:" If you yourself think that your life is pathetic, then it will never be anything else. But if that is the case, then my life is not exactly better, after all, I have been an orphan since I was not even 9 years old. Something was always missing in my life and I was able to find it again even with my surrogate family. But now I think I've found it, I'm quite sure of that.", I grabbed Kai's hand and closed my eyes," I can't understand what you've been through in the abbey, but it's the past and you should end the past at some point, especially if it went like yours. "I felt tears running down my cheeks, I couldn't do anything about it. Nothing happened for a few minutes. Then I felt that Kai squeezed my hand and then he said:" You are right about what you said. You are absolutely right. Nyoko ?! " "Hmmm! ", I opened my eyes again." Will you give me the time it will take to get used to it? ", he smiled at me hopefully." Yes, as much time as you need. "Kai leaned over me and looked into my eyes, he was still holding my hand. Slowly he leaned down until our lips touched. It was as if time stood still and the kiss would last forever, but suddenly the door was thrown open, and Kai and I broke away from each other and both looked in the same direction, startled.The light was turned on and then I saw Yuri and Tala standing in the doorway. Both of them couldn't help but grin, which soon afterwards turned into suppressed chuckles. Kai and I also joined in the laughter. "Open! Make me come down, they're looking for you." So we went back to the others, they all looked a little confused. But then we ended our fireworks together. Kai didn't let go of my hand the whole evening and that didn't seem to bother even Enrique. I think the whole thing was just a test that Robert had arranged, because he only smiled for the rest of the evening.

- Chapter 4 end -

So that's it again.
So chapter 5 will take a little longer if I don't get another flashy idea by chance, but I'll try to stick with it, so see you then, nya!