Huhu !!! Well, I'm with an OS again ^^ So he's totally depressed, I wanted to write something like that ^^ I hope you like it and I get a few commis from you ^^
* hug * your mangafan92
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The young woman walked the streets of Konoha with a blank and rigid gaze. Her pink hair was shiny from the rain on her face. Their mood could be compared to the gray and rainy sky. But the clouds were able to come up again and let the warm sun shine its warm rays on the roofs of Konoha. With Sakura, a bright ray of light would never enter her dark heart again. And who was to blame? It was Sasuke again. How many times had he broken her heart? But this time her heart died. Why did he have to overestimate himself so? He knew he wasn't strong enough to take on his brother. Why did he have to be so stubborn? All the baskets he gave her, she found it difficult to cope with, but what he did to her this time was unforgivable.He's just like that. Just stepped out of life. How could he do this to her? She would never see him again.
Sakura arrived at a lake. She sat down on the jetty and looked into the dark water. The water was just as dark as her soul now. Sasuke's departure hurt her so much. It hurt more than a sharp blade digging into her flesh. She had given him her heart. And he had trampled it. Now he was dead, then she died too. What was still a reason to live now? The meaning of life had just died. Her life was dead. Sasuke was dead. She wished that her time with Sasuke would be infinite, but now it was already over. Earlier than expected. Sakura still smelled its lovely smell. She would never forget him. She had the feeling that someone was putting a rope around her throat and tightening. She couldn't breathe. Almost choked on her tears, which now ran down her cheeks like a waterfall.She had only lived for him. What should she do now? The reason for life was gone. Should this also be her end? She couldn't stand this immense pain and grief. The pain would cause her to die. She could feel his heartbeat, even if he didn't have one anymore. Felt its cold surface that keeps the two separate. She gave him the love that no one ever gave him. Why didn't he take it? Didn't he want someone who loves him? Could he have changed his fate like this? Was it possible to change the fate? Was it able to do that? Would you be persuaded to make an exception? No, probably not. Or would it make an exception and make a person happy instead of sad?
He was always her source of light. Gave her life force. But now there is absolutely nothing left of this power. And he couldn't give her any more. She now lives in darkness. Will she ever see daylight again? She lives in eternal night.Should she go towards her fate? Your heart is bleeding and your tears are the rain. Scary scenes that lie down in her. She is now surrounded by loneliness and fear. Will she feel something like joy again? Must rise above the winter of her heart and give shape to the sad slaughter in her heart. Longing gives her the last thirst for life. Again and again her bleeding and aching wounds in her heart were torn open, but this time there is nothing left to save. Your heart is bleeding to death. Bleeds until there is no more blood. It'll bleed to death.
It is said that the eyes are the mirror of the soul, that is why it is dark in the place where it lives. No plaster would be big enough to heal your wounds. The grief breaks Sakura's hope, her will is almost completely extinguished. It hurt so much. It hurts so much. They had such nice days together, but why does she only remember those when he hurt her? Because the wounds were still there?Because they never closed again? Because she felt it? Every moment. They burned like fire. Was there only one way out? Should she do it? She wanted to see Sasuke again. Would they see each other again in heaven? As soon as she reached the Gldene Gate and stepped over the gate, would she finally be happily reunited with Sasuke? Would that be worth a try? She would do anything to be happy with him.
So she took out the hot kunai. She looked at it very carefully. Would that be salvation? Relief from the pain and grief? Why was she crying for Sasuke anyway? Why did it hurt so much? Didn't he say he would protect her? Yes, had he always been your savior in times of need? But where was he now? Now that she needed him most. He was gone. Forever? He was a bastard. He kept rescuing her from attackers so she wouldn't get hurt. Yet it was he who hurt her for a long time. These internal torments hurt more than the cuts on the skin.There was no comparison at all. However, she loved him. Until today. She will love him forever. He is part of her. He is her life. But since he was dead, her life was dead too. What was the point of living now? She couldn't think of any.
So she took the kunai, the blade of which flashed and placed it on her wrist. She felt the reassuring colder of the blade. It was a nice feeling. As if Sasuke was touching her with his cold, pale skin.
Now she put pressure on and pulled the knife over her skin. She didn't flinch. She barely felt the pain. She was so used to the inner pain that she didn't mind that little stinging anymore.
She saw the big, deep cut from which the blood was quickly running out. It made its way and then dripped into a small pool of blood that had already formed. She felt how life went out of her with the blood. Now she would meet Sasuke again soon. Hopefully he had changed up there, because she couldn't die again.Then you would have to endure it. Endure to suffer torture even after death. Sakura saw how everything got very light and blurry at first. She felt how she crossed the threshold of death. Not much longer Sasuke, then he would see her again. Sakura lay down in the cherry blossom bed on the floor. Now everything went black. She closed her eyes. Felt her arm in the warm blood. It was over.
"Sasuke, I'm coming ..." she whispered softly when she finally reached the gate of heaven.
She felt how all her wounds held. How the burden of pain was lifted from her shoulder. Now she was ready. Ready for a new life in death. Together with Sasuke.