You walk past me Smiles at me and everyone else. Treat me like anyone else. Always thought I could be special to you. But I am like everyone else to you. Nothing special and when I die you will forget me. I know it shouldn't hurt me. But it hurts me I thought you'd stay with me I've done a lot to be special in your eyes. But your behavior towards me has never changed. I am a confidante to you, but not a friend.
I know that and I want to ignore it. But it doesn't work. Every smile that you don't give me hurts me. But there is nothing I can do about it. I will never be special to you.
This situation has happened many times. And it is always the same. Would you notice if it no longer existed? How deep would my death hit you? How many tears would you cry for me
I see you sleeping Your peaceful face that always gives me a smile.And treat me like everyone else. When you wake up you won't ask about me You just assume that I would come. What if I don't? What would your face look like if I never come back to you? When I go out of your life will you miss me very much? Or will I remain a memory, buried among many others? Will you remember me ten years after my death?
The morning sun is shining on your face. You push yourself deeper into your pillow. I didn't sleep that night. I wanna see you wake up Maybe it’s the last time. I know my death is near. Soon i will die.
I'm sick. I have had this disease for a long time. But she never showed up. I never told you about it. I didn't want you to feel sorry for me.
I would like to know what I am in your eyes. But by the time you read this, I'll be dead. I will never know I will never know if I was more to you.And you won't just tell me like that either. Even if it is my wish.
I never had friends. It was you who brought me back to life. Without warning, you stepped into my life and lit it up. I felt alive for the first time. Despite this life, I knew that I would not live much longer. After my death I would be alone again. Alone in this darkness.
You don't move, you still sleep soundly. And then I find it difficult to breathe. My heartbeat is falling Today would be the day of my death. How fitting. Today is my birthday and the anniversary of my parents' death.
I have only one wish in my heart. I wanna look into your eyes one more time Will Heaven grant my last wish?
I sit in front of you. My heartbeat has become almost imperceptible. My lungs contract and no more oxygen flows into them. But maybe I can see your eyes one more time. Please, one last time.And then I can die.
My lungs are dead. I no longer breathe. Why don't you wake up It is my dearest wish. I want to see your eyes one more time before I have to die. But it's not my choice.
I am almost blind. I can barely see your sleeping face. It is far away, like behind a veil of mist. I won't see you anymore It will not be long. Then I can never see you again.
I remember how much I loved my mother. And I loved you too. But I wouldn't be able to tell you that. You can only read it. And I would have loved to tell you myself. But you don't feel the same for me I'm just a friend You only have friendly feelings towards me. You never saw that I love you
I stroke your cheek. I kiss you. And just at the moment when my heart stops, you open your eyes. I'm sinking on you I can still hear you calling my name.I'm dying with a smile on my face Heaven had mercy. He granted my last wish.