We spent two days reassuring the other that we would stay for a while. Marc had made the house available to us and we accepted it with thanks because we didn't want to spend another night outside. "Tiana is sleeping now, may I have you to myself now." asked K with his doggy look that I found so cute about him. "Yes why not." I smiled at him. I had already snuggled under the covers when K lay down next to me, pushed the strap from my top down my shoulder. He began to kiss her and with each kiss he walked a little further up, my skin was tingling so much I wanted him to be with me. Slowly I turned to him, kissed him then I heard noises coming from the door, the door jumped open and a little tired girl came in. "Mom can I come to you?" she asked and stood in front of the bed. "Of course honey." I threw back the covers and took her to bed. Tiana wedged herself between us and fell asleep shortly afterwards, K pulled up the covers and covered them properly. "I love you, K." I looked into his eyes that shone even more. "I love you too, Li." we were awake for a while. I woke up pretty early, checked my watch and found it was just 4 a.m. So I hadn't slept long, Kai and Tiana were still sound asleep so I took a few things out of the closet and marched into the bathroom, took a long shower.
The day was still fresh so I decided it was time to visit my mum and dad to the cemetery. Since Marc had left his car here for us, I took the key and left the house, it took me a moment to get used to the flow of traffic. I parked not far from the cemetery when I noticed that Maik's car was two spaces in front of me, I brooded for a moment and then made my way to the cemetery. What if he was visiting here?As far as I knew, all of his relatives were still alive except for his grandmother, but she was also quite old.
The graves of my parents were nicely done, which you seldom saw when you looked around, not far from me was Maik. It stood there and seemed to be thinking, I said goodbye to my parents and went over to him. "Maik?" he winced when he heard my voice but immediately turned around. "What are you doing here, Lily?" he asked and tried to stand in front of the tombstone. "I visited my parents. And what is it that drives you here?" I asked, cocking my head. "Oh just my grandmother." he lied and you could tell if you had known him long enough. "Maik?" I looked at him and then pushed him aside. The stone looked like a flower and the name was written on it. "Samantha Sakuma ..." I fell to my knees. "That can't be ..." I was angry and pissed off at the same time. "Lily let me explain." I got up again and pushed him aside, I just didn't want to be alone anymore. What happened? Why Sam? And why didn't anyone tell me that? Did he know? So many questions were floating around in my head that I didn't know the answer to. My way led me back to the house, meanwhile it was almost 6 o'clock. I stepped in and went into the kitchen. The creaking of the chair told me that I had dropped on top of it, I put my hands in front of my face. Outside it was getting brighter but I didn't care. All I wanted was someone to answer my questions. The front door opened you heard footsteps and then a sigh that was right behind me, I didn't even flinch. "Lily please listen to me ..." I looked up. "Why should I Maik?" I asked him. A hand on my shoulder tried to calm me down, but couldn't. "Lily please." I turned my face to Maik. "Fine then talk." I said and Alex sat down next to me, Marc stayed behind me and pressed my shoulder lightly with his hand."Sam wanted to leave here on the same day as you ..." I looked at him and you could see that it was difficult for him to talk about it. "... she was on her way to the airport when she lost a bag and stopped to take it with her ..." he was about to burst into tears, I squeezed one hand lightly. "... an unbraked truck came up to you ..." he gave a brief twitch and his tears ran. "... the truck tore Sam about 100 m with it ..." I got up and gave Maik a light squeeze. I couldn't utter a word. Marc and Alex sat there trying not to speak. "She didn't notice it anymore, Lily, Sam was dead instantly." I handed him a paper towel, the only thing that could be used as a handkerchief. I looked at him and there I saw it again this love that was only for Sam and for no one else. "Take him home, I'll be fine." I quickly wiped my tears away and hugged everyone again at Maik, I whispered. "She's still there, don't forget that." he nodded and the three left the house, I put away the remains of the kitchen roll and then sat down again. Sam was dead that was a shock for Lily, she sagged in the chair and was in her mind about the last evening they all had together.
I sighed and then made breakfast knowing that one of the two would wake up soon, I was just fumbling something out of the refrigerator when the two came around the corner. "Dad take a look." I looked at the two. "Good Morning." i tried to smile. "Tomorrow." if K came overslept, I knew him all too well. He put Tia on a chair and fell onto the one next to her. "Coffee?" I asked him while Tiana put her orange juice in front of you, he nodded and looked outside. I held his coffee in front of his nose and then sat on the other side in front of Tiana. "Are you okay honey?" I asked him. "Yes, everything is okay with me was just in my thoughts." Tia looked at him and then drank her juice. "Mom where have you been?" she asked me.“I was with Grandma and Grandpa Mouse.” Kai almost choked on his coffee. "What's wrong?" I asked now a little more annoying. "Oh nothing." he dodged my question again and slowly I became worried about him.
"I hope I don't bother it came from the door." I got up. "No, come over here." Alex came into the kitchen, then Tia greeted me and then K. "I wanted to ask if I can take Tiana with me?" I turned to him. "Where are you going, Alex?" I asked the opposite question. "Well, Marc and I want to show her a little something and maybe have something to eat if you allow it, sister." I cocked my head. "K what do you mean?" I asked him he looked at me. "If Tia wants to do that." he said and now it stayed with me. Tiana was already with Alex and looked at me pleadingly. "But only if you promise me something, Alex." he looked crooked. "That you don't pay attention to her like you do with Hanna." I looked grim and then let her go.
"Fishing rod…?" I just huh and poured myself some tea. "So you were with your parents ..." I sat down and looked at him. "I know what you want to say, K." he looked at me in disbelief. "Sam is dead ..." he looked depressed into the coffee cup. "Maik told me, honey why didn't you tell me?" I asked him. "I wanted to see how happy you were and just couldn't do it anymore." I nodded. Yes, he was like that, he couldn't see anyone unhappy. "Honey is okay." I sit down next to him. He left the cup and tried not to look sad, but he didn't succeed. "I have an idea." I said got up and walked in front of him in the large hallway. It seemed like he was taking a while so I changed my clothes and waited until he had finished showering and getting ready.