Today was actually a completely normal day, if it weren't for that strange feeling in my stomach. The whole day was marked by pain in the margin, I couldn't even concentrate on my violin, which wasn't good. Everyone knew that there were only a few that puzzled me. Only today none of them could say what was bothering me, their eyes were glued to me. I sat down on a chair under the window and looked outside, but my eyes didn't stay there for long. "Well, really!" the head of the orchestra shut down the other violinist. Since you stick together when you play the same instrument, my feet moved over to the two of them as if by themselves. "Senpai?" I asked thoughtfully. "Miss Kisami, what can I do for you?" asked he. "Senpai you could stop yelling at him like that." my voice was firm. His gaze stayed on me for a moment, then he turned around and left the room with quick steps. That would cause trouble with Grandmother I was already aware of that and yet I ignored this fact. "That'll only cause you trouble, little lady." I shrugged, picked up my violin and left too.

Someone followed me that I felt exactly why someone was chasing me when everyone tried to avoid me anyway, except my friends. I couldn't even classify this person because she was a stranger to me. As soon as I turned around I saw the boy from the orchestra rehearsal behind me. His gaze only stayed on me for a moment because a few people circled him and disturbed his eye contact. With quick steps my feet ran up the stairs to the roof there was always peace. Up until that moment I thought at least what I had lost in the rehearsal, I made up for it there, so I played the soft melody. My senses were fixated on the violin so much that I didn't notice that someone opened the door and listened to me only when the melody fell silent. “Amber it was you last night.” Tamara stood behind me. "What do you mean Tama?" I asked her confused. “You played that song last night too, didn't you?” The look with which she looked at me became more dangerous from second to second, that didn't scare me, but something was wrong and I didn't feel like finding out. "You can't help taking all the people who are important to me away from me." her face showed pure hatred but her eyes said something completely different. For Tama it was my fault that Tara died her beloved sister, the thought of Tara made me feel sad for a moment.

"You are to blame for everything." threw it at me with all the might in her voice. Without looking at her I left the roof, it shouldn't change, slowly I realized how much it hurt to be hated by her. And although it hurt so much we lived on, day after day, night after night, nobody took away our hope for another future, except ourselves.I got something to eat in the cafeteria and then sat down at a table far away from the crowd of students. It was strange, yet so familiar that it couldn't be otherwise, absent-mindedly I poked around at the pudding. "Is there a free place here?" got me out of my daydream. A short nod in the affirmative and the person sat down across from me. "Why don't you eat anything?" one tried to start a conversation. "I've run out of food, I think." why did it interest this person. Instead of poking around, I looked at this person, the boy from before, but why !?

"You?" was the only thing that got my mouth out. "Is that the only thing you can say?" I shook my head and took a closer look at it. His being was pure, his eyes full of dreams, his posture stretched like Zack's. "Where have I left my manners?" I laughed softly. "Amber Kisami is happy to meet you." his hand reached for mine and suddenly I had an unfamiliar feeling in my stomach. "I'm also happy about Brain Miruma, Amber." his smile could melt your heart if you weren't careful. The ringing of the class bell parted our ways, math for the last time with my class before the grade change.
It's strange how things turn and you don't even notice it when you stand in front of it. Yes, it was supposed to be an exciting year, but until that moment I didn't know that, I was just looking forward to making a leap into the final classes after the summer holidays, but nothing more.