Here I sit and think quietly
I don't want to be anymore
Look into the void, don't listen.
Leave me alone at last.
You don't notice, but I'm gone.
Let me go without a word
Everything seems to be okay with you.
In my heart I can only scream.
I jump up and lash out.
My whole world is darkening.
I'll hit you in the face.
I don't care if you're crying.
I knock over objects.
You stand by, rigid and mute.
Be afraid to open your mouths.
I can laugh at the sight of you.
So in shock you are now.
What can you do right now?
You can do nothing. I am unpredictable.
My desire to destroy is so clear.
I break everything I see
before I turn around and then leave.
I leave you here crying
And turn away, luckily for you
but that will probably never happen.
You will always triumph over me.
I don't have the courage to stand up
And start living my life
I just make up my mind
because I'll never be that brave.
I will always sit here and think about it
to sink the frustration in my thoughts.

END