Everything was black, there was nothing to be seen, but there were votes. Yes, Inuyasha was screaming. But the voice faded more and more. What's going on here? I don't see anything and I don't feel anything a yawning emptiness has spread inside me. Where am I around, only that is nothing!
Again and again I hear this voice in my head I am to blame for everything .... only because of me he came back .... No, not I woke him up but the presence of Shikon no Tamas .... why only why did I have to come back here .... It was all over .... I could certainly have forgotten about her and become happy .... and yet I submitted to my fate .... now I'm here again in the dark and nothing is around me ... It was all good, it was all so beautiful .... and now it's all over !!!! It's my fault that he's back, the Shikon no Tama is in my body so it's my fault for everything. The others know, they heard what Naraku said ...... They hate me now just as much as he ..... Him who makes our lives difficult ..... Him who prevents us from being happy to be ....... Him who ends our life ....... Naraku !!!!
Now I'm dying .... by his hand .... he has taken everything from me ... So I submit to darkness and nothingness !!! Because it's all over.
I'm in pain, what was going on here, am I dead now? I tried to move but it didn't work, I feel like my body is paralyzed. If I was really dead then why was it all so dark? Is my soul so consumed by darkness? Inuyasha ... he saved her and left me to my fate, I really thought he loved me. Maybe it was that, maybe that's why everything was so dark!
Over and over again I heard Narakus agree telling me to give up die and forget everything. But I can't, no, I have to live, I have to try to live that I want to go home .... even if my friends and Inuyasha leave me, I know that I have a home and a family that is waiting for me and certainly already worries! Yes, I don't give up so easily, I will fight, fight for my life, I decide when it comes to an end.
The darkness dissolved and a light appeared so radiantly beautiful. The Shikon no Tama it knows the way out of this darkness, definitely it has felt my decision to live that this light shows me the way it enveloped me with its warmth. I tried one more time to move and actually it worked I was able to move. After this successful attempt, I also tried to open my eyes to see where I was.Slowly and painfully I managed to open my eyes and looked around. I was lying in a cave but how did I get here? Just a moment there are voices, voices that sounded very familiar to me ..... but for a moment it wasn't Rin and Jaken talking? I slowly sat down on everything hurt, what had happened? I can't remember ... how did I get here. As if in one fell swoop, all the memories came back to the last thing before my inner eye, my last memories ran out before I lost consciousness. There were Naraku and Kikyou who both blamed me for being here again and then Inuyasha and the others came ... Oh no ..... they heard everything they heard that it was my fault ... no that can not be ... why why did this just have to happen. I tried to get up because I had to get out of here. I couldn't stay here a minute longer in this terrible place because I am responsible for all of this in the first place .... No, I have to go and must never come back .... I slumped again together every single rib hurt me, probably because Naraku's tentacles had grabbed me right there, but anyway I have to go. I got up in pain and walked towards the exit of the cave. It doesn't matter what happens to me, but I have to go, otherwise I'll endanger the others. I approached the exit with difficulty, as Rin came running towards me.
"Kagomsama you are not allowed to get up yet. You have suffered severe injuries from the fight," said Rin, her voice sounding very worried. Had she noticed anything she'd brought me here? I looked at her in amazement, I felt that she immediately began to tell what had happened.
"We followed you Kagome-sama and when Naraku let go of you, Master Sesshomaru-sama saved you from falling into the underworld. You were unconscious and he came right here with you and gave me and Jaken the task of taking care of you to take care! "With every word she spoke my eyes widened more and more. It can't all be true .... Sesshomaru saved me no, it can't be. I was shocked to see Rin who looked at me asking, she absolutely wanted me to lie down and rest, but now I couldn't even think about it. "Rin, I'm sorry, but I have to go, I don't belong here!" With these words I ran past her out of the cave. I looked around briefly I know this against yes we are not further from the fountain! So I ran off and paid no attention to Rin's screaming, I was in pain, but I didn't care, I had to leave. I forgot to pay attention to my way, tears began to run down my cheeks. It was all so terrible in my thoughts Naraku keeps following me with his accusations and then there was Inuyasha's horrified face when he jumped to Kikyou.Carelessly and not paying attention to where I was going, I tripped over a root and fell. // Ouch // I thought to myself and rubbed my injured ankle. I stay in this position for a few minutes and let my tears run free. When I slowly opened my eyes again to get up there were two feet in front of me. So much too late I noticed that I was not alone otherwise I would not have let my tears run free. My gaze wandered slowly upwards and the higher it rose, the more the horror was written on my face ...
"Sesshomaru ......" I looked at him incredibly. Slowly I realized my surroundings again. I recognized this place it was the clearing where the fountain was. But then what is Sesshomaru doing here. I tried to get up and looked back at him. What else did Rin say? He saved me! Normally and under other circumstances I would be grateful to him, but in this case it was not me. No, on the contrary, a huge anger spread inside me. I glared at him and straightened up completely, I didn't care that my ankle was sprained and my ribs were broken, I show him no pain. I tried to walk past him but he stood in my way again. "Tell me what is that supposed to disappear, I want to go home" I shouted halfway, but he looked at me with his ice-cold mask and still made no trouble to give way, so I tried again but again he stood in front of me. "Didn't you hear Sesshomaru you should get out of here, FINALLY GET OUT OF THE WAY I WANT TO GET HERE" the last words were written. the one addressed only raised an eyebrow and looked at me with his cold golden irises. Slowly he stepped to the side and gave me the way. // Well go ... // In my mind I really cursed him and walked past him. When I raised my face again I stopped dead in the spot // No .... No, that can't all be true ..... no // Where the fountain used to be, there was now only a huge crater see. I remembered exactly again .... Inuyasha has disappeared his Meido Zangetsuha .... Inside I cursed Inuyash. Because of him and his stupid attack, I can no longer go home. With a horrified look, I turned to Sesshomaru and walked purposefully towards him. Since he was the only one who was just there, he gets to feel my anger and my despair. When I was just in front of him I stopped, if I had gone a step further I would have stood on his feet. He looked at me with a raised eyebrow. I raised my hand and "CLAP" roof echo of this slap could be heard throughout the forest. Tears ran down my cheeks. I looked at Sesshomaru angrily and when I gave him one I had the feeling that his eyes widened in shock at this fact."YOU ... YOU FUCKING BUMPER, YOU VOLLIDOT WHY WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SAVE ME? WHY DON'T YOU JUST LET ME DIE?" I looked at him crying but he didn't move a face, he held his ice cold gaze and just looked at me without saying a word. "Why tell me why did you do that. If you hadn't just let me die then everything would have been over for good. I have nothing more, my friends will surely hate me because of what I've done and I can't go home either !!!!!! I've lost everything, if only you had just let me die. "I stood there crying and kept throwing new accusations at his head. I slowly lost my balance and felt dizzy so I fell forward. Right in his arms I went black before my eyes that was probably all too much for me. I waited for the impact because I did not assume that Sesshomaru would hold me, but I was disapproved of, the impact on the earth did not occur, instead he put his left arm around my waist for protection. I looked up and only saw his blurry outline but I could still see his eyes clearly in these golden Irieden there was a hint of concern to see then I lost consciousness and struggled back into the depths.
I let everything go through me every accusation that she threw at me I let go and yes also the slap in the face I have tolerated and now, now she is in my arms and is unconscious. What was wrong with me, she was just a simple person, so why didn't I let her die when it was actually her wish or why didn't I kill her now when she dared to insult me and not even hit me did not even address me with sama, not even now I attacked her! She was a strange woman and has to follow a sad fate. My stupid half-brother is an idiot too, fell into the trap of Naraku once again. With a shake of the head I lowered my head to her again // I would probably better bring her back to the camp, she is probably very exhausted // so he now took her completely in his arms and carried her back towards the camp.
Once there, he was able to follow a heated discussion between Rin and Jaken, who blamed each other for the fact that Kagome had run away, when their master had given you the order to take care of them.
Rin looked around and saw her master before Jaken could even realize him. "Sesshomaruşam you're back ... oh and well you brought Kagome back with you" Rin ran to her master and smiled happily at him. She doesn't like it when he left her alone with the toad. Because when