"Hello, hello, anybody out there?"For the umpteenth time the song is playing on my iPod. And it will also be played back more times, because it runs on a continuous loop for me. It best describes my thoughts and feelings in a way that nobody will ever understand.
My father crashed into a tree six years ago, on purpose, because he couldn't cope with the divorce and my mother's marrying another man finally killed him.
I still haven't realized that he could do that to me. It's like a stab in the heart every time. My father was a good-hearted man and always wanted the best for all of us. He didn't care what he had to do or sacrifice for it. He was too selfless at times.
I'm still attached to him and the laughter that should be a thing of the past. To change that, my mom and stepfather decided we'd move so we could start a whole new life without my dad.
It sounds sensible, but inside I bleed when I think of leaving him to the past forever and never being able to visit his grave again. But it might be better for me. I shouldn't mourn a deceased man all my life.
Well said, done. We are currently on the way to our new home. We have been on the road for an estimated ten hours. My stepsister Sanie is sleeping leaning against the window, mother is driving straight ahead and stepfather is staring straight ahead. I listen to music and philosophize about my life.
Suddenly we reach a settlement, continue to drive until we pass through a town and another settlement. However, we stop there in front of a large new building. It is painted in a fresh apricot and the large panoramic windows invite you warmly. From the outside it exudes liveliness and cosiness. Maybe I can settle in here. Or maybe not.
I nudge my sister Sanie and carefully wake her up. When she wakes up, I nod out the window of our house. She looks out and lets out an astonished "Wow". Then we get out and stand by our parents who have already got out and who are standing in front of the gate.
"And do you think you can live here?" Asks the man below.
"Yes, definitely!" Replies my sister happily and still totally perplexed. She is completely delighted with the house and raves about the size of the house.
I do not answer. But my parents are used to it. My silence is no longer a big surprise. In the last few years I have spoken less and less and now I only speak when it is really necessary. But there are also exceptions.I almost always talk to Sanie. And when my parents want to know something, they answer for me. So now too.
"Izumi really likes the house too. She will definitely feel good." Her face is beaming with joy, then she takes my hand and pulls me through the open gate to the doorway.
"We can surely choose a room, right?" She asks, a little excited and would like to rush in immediately, run upstairs and grab the most beautiful room before our parents get ahead of her.
Our father nods, comes up and unlocks the door for us, then we step in and immediately go upstairs, where we inspect room by room.
When we arrive in a spacious room, Sanie bursts out: "I would like that room! Do you mind?" She looks at me with her big brown eyes.
I let go of her hand and walk to the window. And how do I mind. The view is breathtaking and these four walls give me a feeling of security. Maybe I could feel comfortable here. Perhaps this room was made for me.
"It's okay, Izu. You can have the room, I like the other one better.", Sanies voice brings me back to the present. Apparently I was so absorbed in my thoughts that I didn't notice that she was already looking at the other rooms.
I look over my shoulder. "Thank you." I mean, smiling softly, and go back to her so that she can show me her room, which she has chosen to leave this to me. When she arrives in her future realm, she laughs. It's almost as big as mine and it has the perfect view of the street.
We both go to the window and look out. Across the street is a group of teenagers. I look at Sanie.
"Would you like to get to know people?" I ask, waiting eagerly for their answer. She nods. "Always happy."
With these words we run downstairs - Sanie calls: "We'll be outside for a moment!" - and disappear through the door to the street, where we can already see the young people. I casually run over to them with my sister and examine our destination carefully.
There are five girls and six boys. They all look at each other a bit skeptically. Then the little blonde takes the floor. “Insult my girlfriend again and you'll catch one!” A black-haired, pretty girl stands behind him and looks in, slightly scared.
"Oh, shut up, Uzumaki! But the one there," the silver-haired nods appraisingly to his girlfriend, "is ugly as the night. And the brunette there is just as ugly." This time he nods in our direction.
Suddenly everyone turns their gaze to us. I understand then that he means my sister. I take a deep breath. "I beg your pardon?", Sanie asks in a raised voice that resonates with anger.
"You're ugly!" He repeats with an amused grin. "UGLY!" He says louder.
I give him a malicious look. He frowns and looks me up and down. "Hey, doll. That evil look doesn't suit you.Look a little nicer. "
His voice is brave with naughtiness. I squint my eyes angrily, but don't say anything. But then the pink-haired girl interferes.
"Hidan, don't be like that. These are the new ones. Maybe they are ... not so shit."
"Thanks, Pinkie.", Says Sanie, angrily at this so-called Hidan and takes a step forward. Pinkie then turns to us and glares at my sister.
"What did you just call me ?!" she half yells and glares at her angrily.
"Pinkie," she repeats with a mischievous grin. Somehow she's probably enjoying teasing the pink thing.
She takes a step forward, waves her clenched fist in front of Sanie and yells: "I'll give you Pinkie in a moment, you bitch!"
That is clearly too much of a good thing! I jump forward and stand in front of my sister. "Call her bitch again and I'll tear out your ugly, dyed chewing gum hair!" I hiss angrily and narrow my eyes.
Everyone around me is apparently surprised for a moment, but then the pink something looks at me again.
"They're like that by nature! At least I don't have standard hair like you, Barbie!" She yells at me and pushes me. Fortunately, Sanie is by my side, because that way I can roll over my shoulder - I do that often enough while skating when it throws me backwards. No sooner has she pushed me than I stand on my feet again and give her murderous looks.
I'm about to bang this chick when she is suddenly pulled back and a redhead takes her place.
“If you twist a hair on her, you'll wish you were never born.” He looks menacingly into my eyes. His voice is cool.
I toss my hair back arrogantly, do not reply and stalk - pulling Sanie behind me - just back to our house.
"You don't have to be angry all the time," she says, looking over her shoulder for a moment and showing the silver-haired man the middle finger. Then she runs off - this time she pulls me along - through the garden gate and the door.
When we throw the door shut behind us, we first take a deep breath, look at each other and start laughing. It was kind of funny. And then the looks of all the others, especially the silver-haired ones. What's his name again? Hidan!
"I'm looking forward to seeing you again.", Sanie says with a grin and looks at me.
"The bitch should get ready for something and her friend, who looks like a tomato, will also experience something. To threaten me. Pff ...", I mean.
Sanie and I look at each other, then we burst into laughter again.
If we only knew what to expect ...



Alice_x3I hope you had a lot of fun: D The prologue was written by me, the next chapter will then be written bylinchenbienchen;) We would be happy to receive clerks and criticism ! ♥
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