... but actually it's not. I am here to tell you my story; Simply because I have the feeling that I have to share it with someone and it is also impressive to see how I see everything now and how I will see it when, in 2 years' time, I stumble upon this document; Will I laugh at myself ?; Mock me? I don't know yet, so I won't speculate anymore. You can listen to my story if you want, and maybe identify with one, or mine, character, because I've learned that people are much more alike than it seems; all you have to do is be honest with yourself.