A journey into the world of fantasy!

Part 26

The days passed and my everyday life caught up with me again. As for my two days off. These were treated as unpaid leave. So no termination !!!!!

I quickly got used to everything again, but slowly changed my behavior!

Far too often I was very distracted and made a lot of mistakes! I was also way too often, way too moody. Sometimes aggressive, sometimes very, very vulnerable, so that I cried quickly here and there. I also saw less and less laughter or smile. I didn't feel like smiling or even laughing. But when it did happen it was mostly forced. I would have liked to disgrace myself from everyone and just hide.

Deep inside I felt an unsatisfied longing and also pain. A longing that didn't decrease, that changed me! Just like the pain!I knew what my innermost longed for. Rather after whom. Namely Piccolo, but I also missed the others from the DBZ world.

At my work there was of course a lot of trouble because of this, my change. I not only offended my colleagues with my moodiness, but also our customers. The complaints about me are increasing.

My cash differences were too often, too high. (Cashier service! Get people off! ^ - ^)

This led to admonishing conversations from my boss and also our district manager!

They wanted to know what was going on with me, so they wouldn't know each other at all. I told them that I had a private problem !. That was an excuse that they accepted, but at the same time they told me that private problems did not belong here in the workplace and that they should not be left out on colleagues and certainly not on our customers. That I should pull myself together and see to it that this problem is eliminated.Inwardly I thought "Oh, everybody licks my sleeve"

But still I knew they were right and had to start fucking pulling myself together. Otherwise I would end up losing my job!

I also had to start forgetting Piccolo! That was my problem. But how should I be able to forget him? How should you forget someone you love?

Slowly I started to remove everything from DBZ that was my own. All the paperbacks, all the manga's that I had from DBZ. I completely deleted all the PC pictures, video clips and songs I had on my hard drive. Also all the posters on the wall, where he is shown everywhere! All Movie CD's from DBZ! And also two piccolo figures! All of that ended up in big bags and they went down to the basement. Off into the dark with them, where you couldn't see them.

I also stopped visiting my favorite DBZ chat on the internet.Was only online with ICQ!

So I tried to break away from it little by little, which worked. But it was slow and it was not an easy time. A time in which I felt uncomfortable as often and also suffered from eating attacks very often! Or just ate next to nothing for several days!

So the weeks, the months passed. Everything at my job had calmed down again, because of me! I really had pulled myself together. My moods and also my cash differences quickly decreased again.

I was also able to stop my binge eating, hunger days!

Over the whole weeks where I rent DBZ as much as possible, I had slowly managed to come to terms with this longing for him and my pain in me.

What is it called? Time heals all wounds? Well, time wouldn't heal everything, part would always stay there! .

Over the many weeks I had managed it all on my own, although I often had the wish to be able to talk to someone about everything!How many had asked me what was wrong with me, that if I had a problem, I could come to them at any time. My parents and siblings asked me that too.

But what should I talk to all of them about? Should I tell you that I was in the DBZ world and had a relationship with my favorite character there? I would have been checked for my state of mind for sure !!!!

But then it happened! I had slowly opened up a little and started to tell a little. And that of my work colleague and very best friend, Diana!

She always asked where I really was and the story I told everyone was just cheating. She always wanted to know the truth!

Slowly I started to tell her that I really hadn't been home on my vacation back then. And I really met a man where I spent my vacation and started a relationship with him.Was the truth! Of course I didn't tell her that I had been in the DBZ world and that the man I had a relationship with was Piccolo. She would never have believed me!

Diana knew DBZ, but wasn't a real fan of it. Because of our friendship, she came across me in the DBZ chat where I used to spend a lot of time. But she didn't bother with DrangonballZ much. She had watched a few parts of the anime once, nothing more. She also knew about my fanfic and she also knew that Piccolo was my greatest hero of all the other DBZ characters. As she always said "Yes, yes, you have a total crush on the" if she only knew!

No sooner had I told her about all of this, she wanted to know more. What kind of man that is and whether or not married. Where this won and whether we still met! Diana was very curious!

But I didn't tell her more at this point, maybe later!

She was sad because she always wanted me to be happy!(Diana really exists! She is not a made-up person! She such a lovely noodle! ^ - ^ That's why I built her into my story. She will also have her place in the further course of the story!)

It was September 15th now. 14 months had passed since my departure from the DBZ. It was an even more beautiful, sunny, warm day and I was on vacation again. Of my three weeks, there were now 10 days left. A vacation that I spent at home all the time! Today, I felt like going for a stroll through the city to throw some money out of the window. But hadn't found anything that I liked!

After my 2 hour stroll through town, I went to a Chinese restaurant because I was hungry. But I sat outside in front of the restaurant. (P.S. China food is and remains LECKA! ^ - ^)

I only ordered a chicken soup and a coca light, because later I would meet Diana to have something to eat in the city and babble again. ^ - ^

I took a quick look at my watch! 12:55 p.m.!

>> Diana will be off work in a good three hours! Then I'll meet her at the agreed place and we'll have a meal! << I still thought and sipped my glass of Coca Cola light and let my thoughts drift on. In my mind I went through the last 14 months! A time that wasn't easy! I also had to think of my many dreams of DBZ and especially of Piccolo that I had so far!

>> Piccolo .... !!! How is he now? What is he doing right now? Oh, as I know him, he's sure to train like a madman again! I just hope he doesn't hurt himself like he did back then! << I thought sadly. I had got all my problems under control over the past many months. I was able to relieve my longing for him, as well as my inner pain! But it wasn't completely gone!

Lost in thought, I sipped my Coke and let my gaze wander around the area.

Looked at the cars that drove up and down the street or watched the passers-by.

Suddenly I noticed two strange looking guys who were standing diagonally from me on the opposite side of the street. Most of them were dressed in black and they also wore black sunglasses. Almost looked like the Men in Black! ^ - ^ "The bigger of the two had such a weird short haircut. One haircut that looked more like weird. His hair was black! The other, slightly smaller, had a page cut, brown hair! The guys looked like they were real Just strange. I looked at the two of them so very briefly. When I noticed that they seemed to be watching me. I was now somehow Mulmik. I quickly paid for my soup, the Coke and opened up. Runs a few full meters than me noticed that these two figures were following me.

>> Who are these guys and what do they want? << I thought and increased my pace.I now ran quickly to the large city park nearby to smuggle myself more among the people there. But these two guys stayed with me and caught up with me in the park! The two matched the moment exactly. When I was in a somewhat remote part of the park and there was almost no one to be seen, the larger of the two pulled me from behind on my right arm into the deeper undergrowth. I wanted to scream to call for help but my mouth was now closed.

>> OH GOD! WHAT DO THESE GUYS WANT FROM ME! DO THEY WANT TO DO WHAT TO ME? << I screamed in my head and began to tremble. I panicked when I used my foot and kicked my attacker in the leg once. But that seemed to matter to this nothing. As if I was wriggling and trying to get out of my attacker's arm, but it didn't work! No chance!!! The guy was just too strong.

"Pssssstttt .....!" he made quietly now. I stood still, but inside I was panic.So much so that I didn't even look at the other, smaller one of the two standing in front of me.

"Hey, don't be afraid of us! It's just us!" said the one who held me and I froze. >> That voice! But that's .....! Nah, it can't be, can it? <<

Slowly he took his hand from my mouth and let go of me and in the next instant I spun around and looked directly at him.

To be continued soon !!!