DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!
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He's dead, just dead, why him, aren't there enough people in the world?
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Why he of all people?
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Have I done something where I have to pay for, have to pay with loneliness, with his death?
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He didn't do anything, I know that, but why did he have to die because I love him?
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Am I to blame for his death, did he die because of me?
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If he hadn't died with someone else, why was he with me?
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It's bad when someone you know dies. It's even worse when someone you know well dies! But worst of all, it is when someone dies that you love!
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Why does love exist, it only harms us, why do I have to be able to love?
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But is love really a curse? When the beloved is with you, it is something wonderful, a gift from God!
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But if the loved one dies, it is a curse, yes, a curse!
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What I have done wrong?
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I should have stopped him, but how?<br />
Would he have let himself be stopped at all? Hardly, he never has!
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I should have helped him, but what, I'm too weak!
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Why did he sacrifice himself and not flee?
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But where should he have fled to?
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Wouldn't have been enough for me!
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Death in itself is nothing bad, just the idea of ​​never seeing someone again is terrible!
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Oh, Goku, why are you leaving me alone?