Translation

Fanfic: Liebe ?!?

Chapter: Love?!?

Love?!?
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What is love?
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Can I love me who was never loved
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I don't even know what love is, how am I supposed to love?
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I only know hate, have always only hated, everyone!
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No, not all ..., not my father, but I never loved him either, just respected him!
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And you ... do I hate you?
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I don't know, I want to hate her, but I can't!
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Shit, why is it so hard for me to hate her when we fight so often!
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Am I getting soft
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Am I becoming a wimp?
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NOEIIINNNN !!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I don't want, I am strong, I have always been strong and I always will be!
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I am strong, but can't strong people love too?
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My greatest enemy also loves ....., or is he just pretending to be?
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No, he's too stupid for that!
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Or is he just smart enough to love?
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How do you love
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Who can show me
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But do I even want someone to show me that that would be help and help is weakness!<br />
I AM NOT WEAK !!!!!!!
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Why do I have to be strong?
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Why do I have to be proud?
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I must be proud and strong, I am the prince of the Saya-jins!
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But she is also proud, and still shows feelings!
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Why can't I do that?
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I can do everything ... but not that!
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Do feelings really make you weak?
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Kakarott shows feelings, and he's not weak!
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Can feelings also make you strong?
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But how am I supposed to develop feelings if nobody has any for me ... or do I?
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Why is she always looking at me like that?
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Not angry, no, is it pity in their eyes?
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I don't need pity !!!!!!!!!!
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Or maybe ....., am I to be pitied because I cannot love?
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Why can everyone love but not me?
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Is my heart so dark, so angry?
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Or is that feeling in my stomach that I always have when I see her, something like love?
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Can I love, do I love her?<br />
And if she does, does she love me?
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Can I really feel this feeling?
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And if so, will she reply, should I even show it to her?
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Can I show it at all, my father said, I can't show anything but hatred, everything else is bad!
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Was he right?
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Or did he lie to me?
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Didn't he know better?
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Did he love my mother ... or was she just a means to an end?
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Why did she have to die so early?
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Would she have liked me?
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I WANT TO ANSWER !!!!!!!!!!!
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But where from?
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Can she answer me, she knows so much, does she know that too?
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But does my pride allow me to ask her?
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Am I afraid of love?
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NO, I'M NEVER AFRAID !!!!!!!!!!!
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I will ask you my questions!
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And Bulma, I'll tell you that I love you!