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Fanfic: Special 2-Ganz ohne dich (will ich nicht leben)

Chapter: Special 2-Without you (I don't want to live)

Hello Hello,
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here is the second special. I hurried myself especially for you ^ __ ^
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@EngelArael: Okay, you are right, my mother would not have reacted so calmly either. I guess I wasn't paying attention, thanks for bringing this to my attention!
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I don't know if it turned out this time, let's see how you like it.
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Have fun while reading!!
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Carefully and still completely calmly, I closed the door of my son's room. With trembling knees, I staggered to a chair and dropped onto the wooden seat. I shook my head in disbelief. The shock was still too deep. I closed my eyes and immediately saw how my Gohan covered this green with kisses. The two had apparently not noticed me, otherwise it would not have been explainable that they had continued with their 'games'. Why had I reacted so calmly? It wasn't usually my style.Normally I would have yelled around and given both of them a lecture. What had stopped me?
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In the meantime I was forced to resign myself to the fact that the two were together, but I still had the vague feeling Piccolo would take my son away from me. My eyes started to burn and hot tears ran down my face. I felt lonely and abandoned, like the whole world was against me. Okay, I wasn't the easiest person to deal with. Hardly anyone managed to hold their own against me. Even my husband respected me.
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I put my arms on the table in front of me and my crying face on them. This salty liquid flowed unrestrained down my cheeks. At that moment I wish my son had never grown up and never met this Namek. That was a pretty selfish wish, I was aware of that, but that was what I was feeling at that moment.<br />
Another sob shook my body and suddenly I felt an arm wrap around me. Reluctantly, I raised my head and looked into my son's eyes with a tear-veiled look. He crouched on the floor next to me and looked at me worried and sad. A sigh came from my lips and I fell into Gohan's arms. He returned the hug and hugged me carefully. This warmth and closeness that he conveyed to me was what I now so urgently needed.
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I slowly calmed down and took another deep breath before I looked up again. “Mom,” his worried voice penetrated my ear, “I have to apologize to you.” At first I thought I had misheard, but Gohan continued resolutely: “We should have shown you a little more consideration, I'm sorry. I didn't realize you walked into the room. It must have hurt you very much to see us like this, right?"That was still my little boy. Amazed at so much regret, a slight smile crept over my face:" It was really a shock for me. But I could have knocked, I knew you weren't alone. "
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After we had spoken out, I felt visibly better. Gohan smiled happily at me and kissed me on the cheek. Then he sat down at the table that was still set. Piccolo, who had stopped in the door of the room, came over and also sat down. I got up and went to the bathroom. The cold water I dipped my heated face in felt incredibly good. Now everything seemed to be all right again. If only I had already known that this wasn't the last surprise that was still waiting for me today.
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Gohan had flown away with Piccolo immediately after dinner. He said they wanted to go to work out a little more. In this respect he was just like his father, always on the move and almost never at home.<br />
I was almost done with my housework when the front door was carefully opened and a head of black hair peeked in. "Oh well, you're alone," I heard my husband's voice and put the pile of freshly folded laundry in the closet. Then I went to him and hugged him. I was infinitely relieved that he was back and snuggled up against him. The events of the day moved further and further away.
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Suddenly Son-Goku grabbed my shoulders and pushed me a little away from him. “I need to talk to you,” he said in a serious tone, “it's very important!” Now I noticed that he hadn't returned my hug at all. I looked at him expectantly and a queasy feeling spread in my stomach area. “We'd better sit down,” he continued, “it could take a little longer.” With that, he pointed to the kitchen chairs and we sat down.
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For minutes we just looked at each other in silence.Goku kneaded his hands and I could really feel that he was looking for the right words. I had never seen him so insecure and so I put my hand on his arm. He winced at the touch and pulled his arm away.
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He raised his head uncertainly: "Chichi, you are a wonderful woman and mother. I have always felt very comfortable with you." The dull feeling was now accompanied by fear. Afraid of losing him. “What is that supposed to mean now?” I tried to make my voice sound as normal as possible, which I failed thoroughly. Son-Goku took a deep breath and then went on: "I don't want to lose you, but ..." He paused and I chopped off: "But ...?" "I've found someone I love more than my own life love."
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I suddenly felt like I was falling into a deep hole. No, that just couldn't be true! "Who ... is ... it?" Slowly and stuttering this question came from my lips and I felt the tears come back to me.Uncertainly, he raised his gaze and looked straight into my eyes: "It's ... Vegeta."
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I looked at my husband in shock. How should I react now? I felt that all color drained from my face and my heart was beating so hard that my blood rushed in my ears. I desperately hoped that I had misheard. But when I looked into his eyes, I knew that I was not mistaken and that I had really heard these words.
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With difficulty I found my voice again: "How should this go on now? With us, I mean. Or," I had to swallow, because my throat was suddenly dry, "or do you want to leave me now?" I didn't know why myself At that moment I asked that of all things, but I was afraid of losing him. More than knowing that I wasn't the one he loved.
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A smile crossed his face: "I would like to stay with you, but only if you really want to. I love you too."I felt relief and I fell into his arms." Of course I want you with me. It will take me some more time to accept this, but I will try! "This time he returned my hug. I snuggled up against his strong torso and just enjoyed his presence.
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How was it? Not so good, right ?!
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Well, you know what I'm happy about ...
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Bye Usagi2
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