Shenlong change me because I ... I wanted to be more beautiful for you.But also because I want to grow old side by side with you. "
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Piccolo opened his eyes and looked at me. When I was still standing, I was leaning against the column, my head and my face hidden deep under the hood of the cloak. I still ran tears here and there.
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"How long do you think we could have stayed together? You know very well that as a person I can't come close to the life expectancy of a Namekian! How long do you think we can stay together? 30 years? 40 years? In 40 Years I am 70 and can speak of happiness if my human body that you want to give back to me has not yet given up its spirit! Will you still look at me at 70? With gray hair and so many wrinkles on my face? " I said with tears. Piccolo closed his eyes again. He didn't seem to care about my motives? Was it really like that? I did not know it!
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"Or is it maybe because ......!" I said softly."I am Namek now, but female! Is it because I am still female? Because there are no Namek women? Is this thought .... my sight too repulsive, too nauseating so that you turn me into a person want to be transformed back? So that you can't just let me stay what I wished for? " I asked him quietly and calmly! I felt so much sadness inside of me! He found me repulsive! Was this something that didn't fit in with nature?
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Again he opened his eyes and looked over at me! We were not 2 meters apart. He was just about to say something about what I said when I came before him! "Excuse my stupid questions! Please forget them! And please forgive my actions today if possible! I never intended to hurt you in any way, or bring shame to you! Please forgive that it happened! I will never do that again ! " I said softly and briefly closed my eyes!<br />
"It is better if I go to bed now so that I don't get up too late tomorrow to fly to the others and apologize to them in the best possible way! What is your wish and my duty!"
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I looked briefly at Piccolo again, his facial expression had not changed. Then I turned my head away from him and let go of the column again!
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Then I started slowly and quietly. Piccolo didn't stop me from going to my room! His looks, I could feel them until I disappeared from his field of vision.
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As usual, I ran down the whole corridor. Up to my room. Once there, I opened the door very quietly and slipped inside! Quietly closed it again and walked two or three steps into the dark room! The light of the moon shone through the window and could therefore see everything so far! Ran over to the bed, took off my cloak and shoes. The ones that had hurt my toes here and there all along!(Toenails too long! Or rather ... toenails? Or? O_o ")
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I just left the rest of my clothes on! As I was I lay down on the bed and stared in front of me! Said nothing, thought nothing! But felt shame, fear, confusion, humility, sadness, pain! It's all a huge mess! But it was my own fault! If I had never had these stupid and, as Piccolo said, childish thoughts, I would still be happy and content now! And our relationship is still perfectly fine! What had I done there! Did I now block my whole happy future here in this world? I didn't know and only time would give me an answer to all my questions.
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After a few moments I closed my eyes and waited for me to fall asleep! Whatever happened after a short time!
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Sequel follows!!!!
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So the two are connected after all! Who would have thought.
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But is Piccolo's and Kelli's relationship over now?Maybe for ever? Or will everything slowly clear up again and they will find their way back together? Who knows.....! So stay tuned and read the next parts of the story! * gg *
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P.S Do you think Kelli deserves pity? Or was that what she was experiencing, a just punishment for being on the radar? Because I'm sorry for her! Although theft should not be allowed to go unpunished! o_o
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