know you were meditating!" she said. "No ... I did not meditate!Just quietly listening to the sounds of nature! "I told her and tried to smile. But I didn't quite succeed! I didn't feel happy either!
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She sat down next to me on the floor! "Everything okay with you?" she asked worried and I shook my head! It really wasn't all okay! Piccolo, our relationship that was on hold and my transformation back in 30 days spit through my head!
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Bulma put her hand on my shoulder! "Hey you don't have to worry. The others are not angry with you because they were back then! That's all forgotten!" she said and smiled.
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"It's actually less, Bulma! It's more the matter between Piccolo and me!" I told her quietly and pulled the hood over my head again!
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"Has he done anything to you? If so, then he can experience something from me, I swear!" "She said in an angry tone. I smiled briefly. Bulma was really great! I loved her very, very much!<br />
"No, he didn't! It's because of our relationship! It's been on hold since then!" I said softly.
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"Have you ever tried to talk to him about the two of you?" asked myself and sat right in front of me! Looked at me "No! I didn't dare! I wanted to avoid any further, unnecessary argument!"
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"Then you'd better catch up quickly! If I can give you this advice!" she said and looked at me like I did! She pulled the hood off my head again! “Don't play hide and seek here and certainly not with me, okay?” I just nodded when she asked!
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Bulma was a person who could approach problems so confidently. I envied her for it!
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"You can't always expect Piccolo to take the first step! You have to do that too!" she continued and I looked as though to the ground!
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“Oh Kellina!” She sighed and looked at me sadly! "He ... he doesn't like my current appearance!" I said softly, almost crying.<br />
"What makes you think that?" she wanted to know, surprised. I looked up at her now, right at her.
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"Why else would he want to give me my old body back through Shenlong in 30 days when the Dragon Balls are active again?" I asked the question! You looked serious!
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"I don't know! But when I watched him a little earlier, I could see that he was looking at you!" she said to me! "He looked over at all of us! He always does that!" I countered softly. "Sure ... he's been watching us all but more you than the rest of us!" Bulma interjected.
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And again I gave up! "He must have just watched me to see how I act and all that!"
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Bulma sighed and looked and just looked at me for a moment! Then she spoke again. "Hmm .... whatever! But if I were you I would talk to him about it! Don't be afraid, he won't tear your head off. And if he should become mean / bad to you then he can experience when I become mean and evil! " she said threateningly and I actually had to laugh a little now!<br />
"Do you love Piccolo?" she suddenly asked the question with a serious voice and facial expression! "Yes! I do! I miss him very much!" Bulma continued to look at me seriously after my answer. "Then I would approach him in your place and start talking to him about your relationship! Since he has not come up to you for the last 5 months I firmly believe that he expects it from you! Go to him and show him that you have self-confidence and that you still care a lot about him! Fight! If you really love him as you have told me then do it and that as soon as possible! Try to save the relationship and that no matter whether he is you in 30 Days can be transformed into a person again or not! That is completely irrelevant now! But if you continue to play the uptight, the shy, fearful one, it won't get better, rather worse. And in the end .....! " she said to me and I swallowed hard!
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"It's just my advice to you! What you do in the end is your decision!I can't command you! "I nodded to her! Bulma looked briefly to the side, over to the picnic area! Then she looked at me again!" It looks like they are looking for me! "She said with a sigh! Then she got up. Put her hand on me again my left shoulder and said: "Be brave and answer it! I ask you to! "Then she disappeared back to the picnic area and I was alone again!
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>> Bulma ....! << I thought and started to cry. Yes, Bulma was damn right about everything! I had really played over the uptight, shy, fearful one for the whole 5 months! I had hidden and expected Piccolo to start!
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>> I'm talking to him, Bulma! Promised! And as quickly as possible! << I thought weeping and got up. Continued away from the picnic area. Wanted to distract me again, calm down! Wanted to stop crying! On my walk through the area here I calmed down again! Stopped crying but couldn't stop thinking of Bulma's words and Piccolo!<br />
On my walk I passed a slightly higher rock! It was maybe about 20 meters high.
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I stood in front of him. I wanted to climb on top of it to look at the landscape from above. So I did that too. I climbed it was no problem even went easy. At the top I stood there quietly and enjoyed the view from above! I couldn't see the picnic area as it was in the direction behind me. I ran closer to the edge of the rock. But only noticed too late that part of the edge was loose and gave way due to my weight.
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I slipped my right leg into the void and slipped over the edge. But I could still turn and hold on to the edge with both hands! So I hung there and the ground was 20 meters below me! I knew that if I couldn't pull myself up I would fall down sooner or later! I tried to pull myself up but I couldn't!With my hands I slowly slipped more and more over the edge that I was still holding on to! I just couldn't pull myself up!
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"That can't be true. Please don't! Ahhh ....!" I called and cried again.
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Now I only held on with my fingertips. Then my fingers slipped completely off the edge of the rock and I fell down!
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To be continued sometime soon !!!!! ^ - ^ "
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