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I had to think about it for a long time until I really decided to do it. I took a rope that had been made from my mother's hair and went into the bathroom. I quickly hung it up over the bathtub. I stood on the edge of the tub, took the rope and made a loop, which I then hung around my neck. Once again I thought of everyone who had meant something to me in life. Funny when I thought of Trunks I felt like crying. He had often helped me and was always very nice to me. I gathered up all my courage and let myself fall. Immediately I couldn't breathe anymore. I saw my life pass my spiritual eye. From far away I heard a door open then everything went black. <br />
Me: am I in heaven? * dreamy look * <br />
Voice: No you are in my room. <br />
Me: Huh ??? I must be dead then how can I lie in your room?<br />
Voice: Well mine was just closer. <br />
I slowly opened my eyes, first I saw everything blurred, then the first sharp things. It was trunks. <br />
Trunks: How could you ever want to kill yourself? <br />
Me: ........ <br />
The memories came back and I thought of Stefan. I wanted to avoid it but a tear escaped me and I quickly wiped it away. <br />
Trunks: He broke up, right? <br />
I nodded silently. <br />
Trunks: That's no reason to kill yourself. <br />
Me: You have no idea. * sniff * <br />
Like a big brother, he put his arm around me and looked at me with his big, beautiful eyes. <br />
As if on a secret sign, I fell into his arms. Poor Trunks, after telling him everything and crying out, his shirt was soaked through. <br />
Trunks: What an ass, how can you leave a pretty girl like you * gg * <br />
Me: Oh shut up you have no problem you have already found your great love.* sad * <br />
Trunks: Marron? <br />
Me: who else? <br />
Trunks: I haven't been with Marron for a long time. <br />
Me: Of course she was here yesterday. * amazed * <br />
Trunks: Oh you mean Melli. * fg * <br />
Me: You're worse than a rabble. * ggg * <br />
Trunks: Was that a little smile? <br />
Me: Yes, if you want to call it that. * sweetsmile * <br />
Trunks: Come on, let's go have breakfast before Father is looking for you. <br />
Me: Didn't you tell him about it? <br />
Trunks: If I do that, Stefan is dead. * g * <br />
Me: Why that? <br />
Trunks: Well if father's darling kills itself because of a person, then the pest has to be eliminated. And mother will support father because her model has a blue neck. * fgfgfgfg * <br />
Me: Oh, you're exaggerating. <br />
Trunks: Can you still remember the day that goten stole your ice cream? <br />
Me: Of course I was mad at the time. * gg * <br />
Trunks: Yeah, and Vegeta popped him.* fg * <br />
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Well Vegeta must be sick but if you want to know how things will go on then please write to me. Your Max