I am happier than ever because I am in love. I don't know what he's going to say yet, but I want to be forever. In my heart I pray that you love me too. In any case, I already know that I need you. In my room I write a letter to you at night:
Dearest friend,
I've known you for about 2 years now and still wonder why I didn't notice it earlier. You are so unique, you always know how to help me and we have become an unbeatable team. Still, something opened up in me, a strong feeling of affection. Yes I love you. Only now did I notice it and I absolutely had to confess it to you. I don't know if you will return these feelings, but I can no longer suppress them.
With love, your friend .....

I put the letter in his compartment and waited. Unfortunately he was sick for a week ... I waited for an answer for a week. I courageously decided to visit him and hear what he liked about the letter.What he said teased me:

"I thought it was really sweet of you and it's true, we are an unbeatable team and you are my best friend. But unfortunately I don't reciprocate your feelings. I hope we stay friends anyway and just forget this thing. (The door of his room opened on, a girl of my age came in, she looked very nice.) And forgive me ... I was hiding something from you. This is my boyfriend. I wanted to tell you about her at school but I was yes ill."

I refrained from tears and told him that it was okay and that we would stay friends. Then I turned and ran home. It hurt so much, now my tears never stopped. I only saw one way out. I put a letter in his mailbox and, still crying, ran through the night and up a mountain. I was standing up there now, but didn't know that he was receiving the letter at that moment

"When you told me you didn't love meDidn't you know that you'd drive me to death
It seems to me the only way out
Because if I'm not yours, I don't want to be for anyone.
When I jump from the mountain in the moonlight
And sing one last song for you through the night
my life has passed
no one will ever get my heart.
I wanna leave it down here with you
I hope you will take care of it.
(Your girlfriend

I thought of these lines and jumped. During the night I heard a scream behind me, it wasn't mine. My best friend shouted "NO, I need you !!!!" His realization came too late