Soo! My first poem ^^

I

Hated by time - rejected by life - torn by love ... that's me ...

Often times I sat there
asked myself
..what holds me ..
to the world ..
I'm bound to time, but it goes by-
takes and gives,
as she likes it
and i receive and love ..
until life pulls me out-
from bliss.

The music of life never changed the rhythm
and struck and fell silent-
like my unbound anger!
But love soothes ..
my soul became pure, but the anger and despair ..
they did not disappear ..

I was then given back ..
again she should be appeased ..
~~ my heart gave way ~~
Hope rose
but dire longing and fear ..
followed like a dark shadow ...
The trust was lost-
but my love returned
and healed my wounded, injured ..
Soul ... ~
Love..
is an insidious feeling ..-
because she fills me with zest for life ..
and at the same time..pulls it at my soul and and tears my heart apart!

That's it! How did you find it? Bidde leave your impression with me!
Your Izayou