That's a story that can be linked to "Kiss from a rose".
But I'll make two parts of it. Hope it goes down well!

Sadness

It is dark.
I am exhausted because the excitement of the past few days has completely wiped me out
made.
I grope around, realize that there is no one there.
I open my eyes, stretch. Then I turn around. The pillow
still smells of you. I put my head on it, close my eyes and
imagine you're still there
Suddenly something pulls me back into reality. My alarm clock has
rang the bell.
Only now do I realize what happened.
You ran away with me, far from the others. Far from those
who chased us.
Here we could be ourselves and love each other. I get up and go through
the apartment.
You are not there, all your things are gone. But the alarm clock has
rang the bell and we wanted to have breakfast together.
I was naive, selfish. I was wrong to think that you could handle itwould come. That you'd give up your family and friends for me.
You are safe with them now and apologize for your stupid
Behavior ... for loving me.
I sit down at the table and want to eat, but then I find a letter
smells like you, so I hatefully open it.

I read the first sentences and I cry.

"I'm sorry, but I can't take it anymore. I've tried everything
forgot, but yesterday I realized again that I was not telling a lie
want to live. I feel dirty because what we do is not moral
corresponds to where I grew up. I'm scared ... I don't know anymore
further. Better if I go I can't live with you, but also
not without you.....
You surely think I'm running away and you're right about that, but it works
just not different. You want to go after me, comfort me, but I do
Just make me feel a lot dirtier.
You should only know one thing ...I love you."

I jump up, tear my jacket off the clothes rack and start walking.

It's raining outside ... I get into my car and accelerate. I can barely see
And that's not because of the rain, because I suddenly have to cry.

I drive very fast, I am racing right now. I arrive at your home. I
ring the bell.
Your mother opens up. When she sees me she wants to close the door, but
I push her away and run up the stairs ... to your room.
The door is locked, I shake the handle, call your name.

No Answer...

I scream at the door, but it stays locked.

I fall on my knees and whisper to myself: "Please, please do
but on ... "

Then it runs through me like a cold snow that falls on my back
melts.

I jump up, run up and throw myself against the door. She gives in and
I'm lying in your room My eyes are closed I smell something

-Blood-

I open my eyes with a jerk and see you.You're lying on the floor ...

Everything full of blud.

I go to you, fall down. Grab your shoulders and shake yourself.

No reactin. I look at your arms, look at the wounds ... touch yours
Neck.

... no pulse ...

I turn around and shout out loud, "An ambulance! We need one
Ambulance!"

Your mother runs off.

I take your head, hug it to me. My tears fall on yours
Hair.
You shine. You look like you are just sleeping.
Only unconsciously do I assume the paramedics were storming into the room. They ask
me something, but I don't understand anything. Everything is so blurry and it's me
As if my heart stopped
Something died in me.
I only notice how they snatch you away from me and hang you on a stretcher.
I let myself fall, lie on the floor and look at the blood in front of me.

What now? I dont know.
I'm being pulled up.

> Leave me ... leave me alone ... everyone ... I don't want anymore ... I wantback to the dream .... back to where we were happy ... back to
you ..... want to die <

Chapter 2: Sadness (happy ending?)
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Sadness

It is dark.
I am exhausted because the excitement of the past few days has completely wiped me out
made.
I feel around, feel someone next to me. I turn around slowly.
There she lies now and sleeps. She looks like an angel. An angel with
dark brown hair that falls on her shoulders. '
"Beautiful." I whisper.
She slowly opens her eyes, caresses my face.
"What did you just say?" She asks me.

"I just noticed how beautiful you are."

She smiles at me and lays her head on my knees, closes her eyes.
I stroke her ears and her neck.

She sighs, then whispers softly: "I don't want to leave ..."

I stroke her back, massage her shoulders.

"You are so tense. Was it that exhausting?" I ask her

She gets up and looks at me with her green - brown eyes and smilesto me: "No, it was beautiful. Just as I wanted it to be
have."

I smile back, pull her up to me, and hug her. She holds me tight
... as if she were afraid I would run away.

Don't know if I'll keep writing ... depends on my mood ... maybe
In the end it will even be a lemon ^^!
Let's see!