Can i still believe

Little, little star of hope
I wish a friend so much.
I don't know if I have one
who really likes me so much.

I run through the world without one
which I don't like though.
I don't know if there is one
who tells me he loves me

Someone always says nice words to me
I fell in love with nu.
He loves me the way I was
And I presented him as he offered himself.

It was a nice time,
full of hope and happiness.
Full of beautiful dreams
in the end they were just foams?

Because all of this seems to me now destroyed
I am more than very upset.
Don't know what to believe
not what to think, and even then?

Then I don't know whether to trust him
if I want it too.
I'm afraid he'll lie to me
And often deceive me in the process.

Feel lost
i know i love you
But can I trust you
after ever looking you in the eye again?Tell me how is all of this?
Tell me how to go on
Can i believe you tell me
Can there still be us?