This FF was created in school and my arm is hurting now = .0. I hope it was worth the effort.

Futile love

From their point of view

Now we have been sitting next to each other for 3 days without having spoken a word to each other. Since I confessed that I love you, you haven't spoken a word to me. I also know that an angel is not allowed to love a demon, but I don't care, you seem so nice and different, but now, now you ignore me. Most of the time I just looked at you, but otherwise just lived in front of me, you don't even look at me. Shortly after I confessed everything to you, you still looked at me, I even believed that I would see you cry in a moment, but your look, it was so cold. I was almost afraid to freeze, freeze to death in my sadness. But suddenly you get up, I look at you questioningly, but you pretend I don't exist. And then you go, leave me here in my solitude.I'm still looking out the window, trying to see where you're going. But I don't move, I don't have the strength. Again I stare in front of myself. I slowly fall asleep because I forget everything.

My eyes search the room for you, but you are not there. I look outside again. Two more days have now passed. I still haven't moved. I just can't anymore, so I get up and look for a sharp object. When I find one, I examine it. A chipped piece of wood. I slowly bring the sharp edge to my forearm and start cutting myself along it. How good this warm feeling feels as the blood runs down my arm. I slowly lean against the wall and sink to the floor. I hear my heartbeat pounding in my head. My heartbeat slows down and I look at the door. Hope pray that you come again But nothing. I shut my eyes. Just before all life escapes from me, I hear a door open.But then I only feel darkness, nothing else and I swear to myself I will wait for you here.