Death,
Guardian of Eternity,
Your power is endless.
Why can't you take me to you
Why don't you spare me
This suffering
This life of sorrow and pain
Pain that drives me crazy
Madness that lasts forever?
But you leave me here
Why?
Do you want to see how I suffer
Do you want to see nothing
Nothing I do succeeds?
With every second that goes by
My despair is getting worse.
So heavy that I can hardly carry it anymore.
She pulls me deeper
Deeper and deeper into a swamp
Into a swamp of hatred and contempt
The deeper I get drawn
The more clearly I feel it.
It's crushing me.
I can not breathe.
My lungs constrict
My breath holds
I wrestle for him
Though I long for you
Death,
Lord of impermanence,
Thanks to you everything has an end
An end that means grief for many.
It means redemption
And at the same time,
The creation of new suffering.
But my sorrowWould finally be over.
You achieved what you wanted.
Suffering,
Pain,
Chaos,
Chaos that my whole life
Seems to mess up
My life is worth it anyway
Has a freshly cleaned pane of glass.
She is there,
Everyone knows that she is there
And yet all only see through her,
As if it didn't exist
They don't see it for what it is.
Ultimately, there is complete ignorance.
An ignorance that lasts so long
Until it's dirty again.
This is how i feel
Ignored
Of everything and everyone
Until they discover something
That they can't stand.
They try to stamp it out
To clean it.
I feel empty
Everything around me is full
Full of friendship
Full of love
Love for everyone else.
Just not for me
For me just hate
Hate all of me
You want to experience it.
Experience how I suffer.
I know it!
You're welcome!!
Give me the strength
To taste from eternity.
The power
To leave everything behindEverything that holds me
Everything and everyone,
Forever!!