Translation

Von außen sieht alles ganz anders aus, als es wirklich ist

Verletzte Gefühle

Because I love you!

"Do you know what I don't understand Tai? That you, although you supposedly no longer have anything to do with them and no longer have any feelings for any of them. You still protect them. I could have taught them a strong lesson now, but you didn't want it. Tell me why. "" There is no specific reason for that, Mila. You almost exaggerated. You wanted to go further than you had to. And I couldn't see that, "he said dryly. "Mmm .. as if you asked me, that wasn't the only reason, I know that ... It sounds stupid and weird now that I have to say that right now, but ... I think you forgave them when the blonde made his speech, right? And don't say it's wrong. Your tears gave you away, and if you ask me now how I know that. I've been watching you the whole way you didn't say anything but you cried and you can't deny that, "she said seriously."I don't either. I never said it wasn't like that. But I also have to say, I have no idea why it was like that. But don't worry, I'll never show weakness again so quickly." "You don't have to , but when I think about it I always come to a decision, because I had met in the head for several weeks but had rejected it. "" And that would be? "" You should go home again, "she said Leaning against the wall with closed eyes. Tai looked at her in amazement. "Why?" "Because you don't belong here. You belong to your family and friends, not here. Your reaction yesterday proved your reaction more than clearly." There was silence, neither Mila nor Tai said a tone. "I can't go back home, that's impossible. After everything that has happened." "Now listen to me!" "Unlike me, you still have the opportunity to go home and get your life under control again I, on the other hand, no longer!As you know, I have no family anymore, everyone is dead and I am to blame ... but you still have family and even friends. You just have to go home and sort out the things that happened .. and above all forgive ... it's too late for me .. I don't have this opportunity anymore .. but you .. so go and use it ... before it's too late Tai, "she said sadly." You say it so simply ... but it's not that simple ... I don't even know if you can forgive me for what I've said and done ... " "I understand what you mean. You're afraid to go back because they think they hate you and don't want anything to do with you. But I tell you if you don't try it, then you never know if it really is like that, try it, if it still doesn't work then you can come back at any time. But now I want you to go and make your final decision. "" If you mean Mila, that it is so, take it easy, I don't care.I'm going for a walk now. It's getting too stuffy in here. See you soon, "he said goodbye to her and left. Mila opened her eyes and said a quiet, sad" Farewell! "To him. Somehow she has the feeling that she would not see him again, even if he only said that he was going for a walk, she knew exactly where he was going and that he probably wouldn't come back from there.

He left the hiding place as he came in. Hardly anyone noticed where he was coming from, nobody was interested in whether young people were doing gymnastics in disused subway shafts, that was already too common for most of them.
He just walked somewhere without thinking too much where he was going, so it happened that he passed a park just before sunset. He knew this park, he used to celebrate the anniversary in the park with the others, but that was behind him now. But despite everything, it made him sad when he thought about how it used to be.He went on. Shortly before his apartment he stopped for a moment and listened to the voices.

"How can it be that the police just can't find him? A 16-year-old boy can't just disappear from the ground," shouted an angry female voice.
"Calm down, dear, they'll find him, but give them more time. Things like that don't work overnight." "I know that, but they just take too much time. Who knows what he is in the." could have happened in the meantime. Understand me! "" I understand you, but if you keep getting ready, it won't help us either. He won't come back from that either. "" I know, but I just can't more! "she howled. ° Should Mila be right? °, it shot through his head.

Meanwhile, Kari sat crying on the bed with her legs drawn up. "He really hates us ... I don't get it .. I was so hoping that he would come home when he realizes that we are not angry with him and that we understand him.I so wish that he would come home again. I miss my brother. Come back, Tai, please come home, "she shuffled. The door rang. But she didn't care, she just sat there until a high-pitched scream made her startle and ran to the door. Her eyes widened when she saw hers Mother in tears in her arms. It was Tai. She could hardly believe it, she didn't understand what was going on, last night he didn't want anything more to do with us, and now? Now Mum has him in her arms. More and more tears ran down her face. As soon as her mother had let go of Tai, she threw herself into his arms. "You're back! I have missed you so much. I thought you'd never come back after what you said yesterday, "she shuffled into his jacket." I'm sorry, Kari, "he said quietly." You don't have to apologize anymore, the only thing that matters now is that you're back "" Have you missed me so much? " "Of course you have!"" I can hardly believe that after this time when I was with you like that. "" This is over .. over .. do you hear? PAST! "Thank you," formed his lips.

"Sigh, as if I had suspected that he wouldn't come back. It was too predictable. From the beginning I knew that he didn't belong here. It was just a phase that everyone goes through. And in his case it is escalated. And now I'm alone again, it was nice that he was there, but it's better if he's home now, "sighed the brown haired girl and put her hands in her pockets. “Nanu?” She pulled a blue torn headband from her pocket. "That's Tai's headband. That's right, I tore it off his sister's forehead when I saw it. Mmm .. I forgot to give it back to him. Well, then I can Take a little walk now, and I don't have any better plans.

"I'm so glad you're back, Tai.I missed you so much, "says the Digimon happily.
Tai just smiled weakly. "What's the matter, Tai, you seem so sad," his partner asked him. "It's nothing, don't worry. It's just unfamiliar to be back here now, after almost a month."
"Please don't get me wrong now, but why are you here again? You said yesterday you don't want anything more to do with us or your previous life."
"And please don't get me wrong T.K, but I don't want to talk about that. It is and remains my decision why I came back, but I'll tell you one thing, I didn't make the decision on my own." A murmur went around. ° I knew that that would confuse them now, but it doesn't hurt them to die stupid for once. ° The doorbell rings again, shortly afterwards his mother came in. "Tai, here's a letter for you, it was right in front of the front door when I opened the door," she said and handed him the letter. He opened the letter and was visibly amazed at first, because there was nothing in the letter but a patched blue headband."Mila," he just breathed before he jumped up and ran out the door. "Tai, wait! Where are you going?" Kari called after him. Tai ignored this fundamentally, he kept running in the hope of seeing someone in particular. But this person was nowhere to be seen. But he didn't let that get him down he just kept running in a certain direction, to where he knew how to find this person.

"Where does Tai want to go? He's only been here for a few hours. I hope he hasn't changed his mind," Kari said sadly. "If I don't believe Kari, then he would not have come back today if he wanted to leave right away. I think he still has something to do and will be back soon, hopefully," Sora said, but the end was breathy.

Tai went down the old subway shaft and looked for someone. Which he found leaning against a wall shortly afterwards. "Mila!" He called. The girl looked up. "You're back. Have you changed your mind," she said flatly."Yes and no. I'm coming because I've forgotten something that is very important to me." "What do you think? I brought you your headband." There was a short silence.
"I'm not talking about the headband Mila." "No? Then what? I haven't seen anything here that could have belonged to you." "What I mean is not material either." She looked at him confused. "I don't understand what you mean." "Then I'll explain it to you ... What I have forgotten has nothing to do with material things ... but ... with you!" Now she no longer understood. A strange feeling spreads inside her, which she could not understand. It made her heart pound violently.
"I love you Mila!"
"Wwww .. aaa .. sss? I .. thought .. you were .. in love with this .. one girl?" She stammered to herself. "I was, too, but it has become more and more clear to me recently that my feelings for you are stronger. I just became aware of that when you put the headband in front of the door.Then I realized why I didn't really want to go back. Because then I might lose you, and that made me feel insecure. But now I know what I want I want you!"
“Nobody has said that to me before.” More and more tears were collecting in her eyes. They got bigger and bigger, so that she couldn't hold them anymore and started to cry. Tai then took her in his arms. “It's good.” She clutched his jacket tighter and cried harder. "Tai .. I feel so alone. Please don't leave me .. I don't want to be alone anymore. Please!" "It's okay, I'm with you and I won't leave you alone anymore, I promise. I'll give you mine Word on it. "" Thank you! ", She said and kissed him.

"Where did he go? Mama is already panicking that he might have run away again."
"He's coming back, don't worry, he didn't seem like he was just going to run away. Otherwise it would be weird if he just came in and left.There was another reason, and it seemed to