wanted redemption
did i do it myself?
Was I willing to die?
Oh tell me what happened to me
my eyes become clearer
the doctor is on the phone
talks to his son
I just watch
the telephone
Everything in me is empty
my mind is muddled
i wonder who i am
everything is strange
nothing known to me
any voice unknown.

in the ambulance
I look at her
her body is lifeless
a touch of power
of energy
he is still in her
The bandage on her hand
he shows me what is happening
I also see the despair
but my son he had to go
I lift my head in disbelief
she had excited them
Her eyes were cloudy
and looking around, she looked around
The look met mine
so I replied
there was fear in him
She just mumbles
Who am I?
Oh my God
why did she receive this punishment
what sin has she committed?What happened?
Your memory is gone
I pick up the phone immediately
at the other end my son spoke
I gave him the news
but he seemed pleased
One thing was probably much more important to him
and I understood it very much
her life is a treasure
and everyone really appreciated it!
I hang up
am still concerned
Your gaze wanders
further on
wants to comfort her
show that my son loves her
But she forgot him
everything is alien to her
oh marron please
so remember
to Miyako, Chiaki, you and me.
Remember life
I wanna see your eyes
the warmth and the embers
want to see the fire that lives in you
in your heart
but you still have memories
you would have died that way
you had given up
your own life.

Thought of a poor soul
Marron, my friend
you weren't willing yet
your mind yes
your heart yes
but your body no
he didn't want to die
lose the fight
you shouldn't have done itI have ... you
all of that
long forgiven
I am coming soon
back to you
but your memory
she is just gone
I wished
you would be with me
but I can't ask for that
you should live
and don't die
still have so much to do
do what i wanted to do
because I am no longer
please my girlfriend
don't be sad anymore
please remember
so do it someday
Then I can come to you
as an angel
the one sent by God
At first I thought he could help
but my faith has been disappointed
God can't do that
he can't help
only create life
watch over it
and ensure bad weather
Not only do I have to forgive you
but you also to me
I put you under pressure
I wanna hear the truth
prayed secretly
you wouldn't be my enemy Jeanne
but actually so I knew
who you are for a long time
I just wanted to hear it
out of your one mouth
however I have
the thing you
just made difficultI am sorry
forgive me
sometime please
if you remember
I'll be with you
please don't curse
the actions
by Chiaki
just because of me
he does love you
with all my might
but he could say
the magic words don't.
I know you could
never understand so easily
but he didn't want to show
how much he likes you
He didn't mean to hurt me
as little as you
my best girl friend
Maroon

Who am I?
From medical assistants
very carefully and gently
I'm going on a stretcher
laid down very gently.
I'm brought in
to the hospital
the walls are bare and white
I do not like that
sweat pearls on my forehead
My view is now very clear
every picture in front of me is sharp
the doctor
I feel like I've already seen him
earlier sometime
my head hurts,
it seems to explode.
Don't wanna remember
not through this pain
It hurts so much and
my heart too
it hurts and screams
I wishi could remember
without this pain
i wish
i know who i am
I would like to have one
a past
but this is me
Unfortunately not
granted.
I was put in a bed
my gentle look
he wanders about
everything is bare
everything is lonely
I'm alone
as always
but wait what am i thinking
because there
haven't I forgotten everything?
Or just most of it?
I hope I remember
in the future
even more.

my angel

I look to the moon
Ask the stars for advice
Always thought I needed
not you
I am strong
just need me
But that is not the case
am weak and alone
I know I need you
come back to me
I see your shadow
on the wall
but he's so cold
and doesn't smell like you
My heart is cold
No more feeling in me
It is so cold
i think i'm freezing to death.
Wanna hear you
want to see you
but as before
this will not work
my mind is muddled
my heart is cold and emptyI wish
you would be with me.
I can not promise you
that i'm the best
but i want to try
only for you.
My little angel
no matter what happens
I love you
in fact
only you!

Miyako's thought

You are not ready yet
for this world
I wish I could
stand by your side
But I know
i stand in your way
You went through
hell without me
all alone, yes
I wish
I don't need to know
that the world is the same
just as cruel and brutal
I would for you
run through fire
so you get this pain
do not feel
I would give you everything
so that you don't feel like that
so happens to everyone
all who are not ready
not ready yet
for cruelty
for hatred and envy.
I wish you a life
more beautiful than mine
I know I always have to
take care of you, but
my girlfriend
I want to see you again.
You're the best
and didn't deserve it
all this sufferingall the hate
the hell
you've already seen it!
Have you wandered through
all alone
full of loneliness
so lonely and abandoned

Who are you?

A star should shine brightly for me
every day that you're missing
but who are you
that I miss you
I do not know you
you are so strange to me
but your face
I see it in front of me
it is always there
I feel so drawn
like a good friend
I can not remember?
You and your face´?
Just why
tell me
why do i miss you
I would like an answer
on the question here
but just tell me
where are you
then I could ask you
who I am
and who you are!
My heart is grieving
with every thought of you
but why?
I still know about it
Who are you?
I want my heart to see you again
and shouldn't that just work?
Tell me who i am
say who you are
I want to know
what happened
on this cruel day!

I'm here
I wish I
i could show youor say
who I am.
The words are easy
but I can't
you do not remember
How I would like to say it
I am Miyako
just listen carefully to me
I am your friend
your very best
but i'm dead
I am sorry?
No, that's not how it works
She would miss me
maybe you can remember
but it would bother me
She wishes for death
just because of me
I wanna look into your eyes
say to you
that you should live
you shall not die
not because of me
I can't forgive that
Wanna stay your best friend
and forgive you too
I hope you do too
and will remember you soon
my best girl friend
I miss you!
I'll call you
want to say
here I am !
I'm here
with God
With you!
Always want
be with you!
Never again
I leave you there
alone!