Translation

Bist du bei mir?

Bin ich allein?

I am alone?

I sit alone on the train and stare out the window. The train goes to Osorezan, my old hometown. My parents, my brother and his wife no longer live there. My parents are dead. Somehow I'm happy about it. They hated me, just my brother had always stood by me. Suddenly I have to think of you again. Your warm eyes, your gentle smile. I didn't want to go, but it's my own fault. Now I need time to think, to find out why I love you. I know, but the real fact is kind of ... incredible. Why did you leave me alone I already knew then that you would be different. But not like this! The tears trickle down my cheeks. The other people on the train stare at me. An old woman comes to me and puts an arm around my shoulder. "Can I do something for you?" she asked caringly. "No, thanks. I'll be better soon." I thank you with a smile while wiping the tears from my face.“Wouldn't you like to sit down with me?” Without waiting for an answer, she takes my bag and pulls me to a seat. She puts me on one of the seats, puts my bag next to me and sits across from me. After a while she asks me: "Do you want to tell me what is bothering you?" Thoughtfully I shake my head, but I tell her that what happened between you and me. I have to leave out a few things, like the fight between you and Hao. "Listen to your heart. If it tells you that you want him back, go back and try to sort this out with his brother." "The travelers who want to get off in Osorezan should get ready, please. The train stop in five minutes. " came the announcement over the loudspeaker. I look at the display on the train's screen in amazement. “You have to go, don't you?” “Yes, but thanks anyway for everything.” I gratefully shake the woman's hand. "Not worth talking about.Good luck and I hope everything will be fine. “The train stops and the door opens.” Goodbye. "I grab my bag and jump out of the train. It's easier for me to leave the train station and take a taxi. I tell the driver the address and sit back down. After a 15-minute drive, the car stops and I can get out . When I try to unlock the door, it is opened from the other side. I look at my brother's face, startled. "A ... Anna? "" Takuto, is that you? "" Yes, what are you doing here? "" I can explain everything to you, but let me in first. "The older one lets me in without hesitation and shows me a room for me right away. While he shows me everything, I tell him the whole story." I understand. Hopefully you don't mind if my wife, daughter, and I stay here for a few days. We are in transit. "" No, I don't mind. "I don't even ask where we're going. My brother is always on the go."Nari and Sarie are still shopping. You can see them later. I'll leave you alone now." "Thanks!" When he closes the door, I sit on the bed. If you could see me now, you would call me a heap of misery. And now I'm with you with the thought. I would give anything to be with you again. Why did I have to go, why couldn't I stay with you? Your eyes told me. “Do you care that much about my brother?” Hao had entered the room without my noticing. "What do you want here?" I ask your brother with a hiss. "Talk to you." "Why?" I reply sharply. "It's because of Yo." "And? What about him?" "He's not okay. He's in the hospital in Izumo." "What ?! Why ?!" "I don't know. Nobody told me anything. You don't want to let me through . "" But me. "Furious, I get up, take my bag and rush through the door. "The fire shaman follows me. I find Takuto in our family's library."I'm sorry to bother you, but I have to go." "May I find out why?" he asks me. "Yo is in the hospital. I have to see him." My brother nods. "Good." "Thanks Takuto. I hope to see you again soon." When I storm out of the house, Hao with his spirit of fire is already waiting for me. "Come on Anna. You can trust me." he calls when he sees that I'm hesitating. Then I take all my courage and climb on his mind. Please Yo, you mustn't die. Is it my fault? Did I hurt you? But i love you Don't leave me alone, I'm scared to be alone. Please do not go. Thank god Hao leaves me alone. When we arrive at the hospital, I rush to the secretary, who is sitting at her desk and going through files. I ask her about Yo Asakura's room. It's room number 314. I run up the stairs with Hao. Yo we are coming. We stop puffing at a blue door. My heart is beating wildly.I slowly open the door. Everyone stands or sits next to a bed. I can only see one hand, otherwise everything is covered. "A ... Anna, I thought you weren't coming." calls Manta when he sees me. But when they see Hao, the boys go into attack position. "Not in Yo's room! Leave him alone!" I scream, softly but so that everyone could hear it. So everyone puts their guns away. "Yo." I whisper softly. Everyone walks away from the bed so that I can see the bed. "Oh, god Yo." I sob when I see you. You lie motionless on the bed and a mask that draws air into you sits on your mouth and nose. Why? What happened? Shivering, I take a hand from you. "We'll leave you alone." says Faust when he sees that I'm starting to cry. Hao also disappears, but in the other direction. As the door closes, I let my tears run free. “Yo, I'm sorry.” I sit down on a chair next to you and rest my head on the bed. I lie like this for a while and look at you when I suddenly notice that you are moving. "Yo?"I startle and look into your face. Your eyes are open and look at me lovingly." Anna. "You try to say, but the air mask muffles the sounds. One hand of yours grabs my hand tightly. It hurts but I don't mind. Suddenly there is a knock on the door and a doctor comes in. "Hello. I'm dr Ayushima. You must be Mr. Asakura's fiancée. "" Yes, I am. "I answered the doctor's question." Oh, the gentleman is awake. We thought he would be in a coma forever. "" In a coma! "I exclaim in horror and my head snaps towards you." Yes. He was in this sleep-like state for five hours. And the way I look at the devices, you can remove the mask. "The doctor goes to you and takes off the air mask." Thank you. "" I leave you alone now. "When the elderly gentleman leaves the room, you keep looking at me. Suddenly I get nervous. What if everything turns out differently than I would like. What if you don't want me to stay here at all."Anna ..." "Yes." You sit up, trembling, and look into my eyes. "Yo stay there. You're still too weak!" "No, I'm fine. Thanks to you." "Why do you mean that it was me. It might as well be one of Hao's miracles." I whisper. "No, I would have noticed. I know my brother well by now." "So well that you left me alone because of him." Angry, I get up and look directly at you. "Anna! Please don't, I explained it to you!" "Not really. You have me ..." I can no longer speak because you get up, grab my arm and hug me. "Yo, why? What happened? I can't understand it. You have changed in the last three months. Why? Why did you become like this?" "Not I have changed, but you have changed. I noticed that when you said goodbye to me
But we saw each other again. "" But why were you hurt? What happened? "Yo sits on the bed and tells me to do the same."I wanted to borrow Spirit of Fire and tried to train with him. So that I could distract myself. I didn't mean to get on your nerves. Unfortunately, I used a lot more Furyoku than I wanted. Well, you know What comes out of it! "" What ?! Are you still very tight! You could have died. Does Hao actually know about it ?! "" He knows that I train with Spirit every now and then, but he doesn't know why I do that. Because of you. "" Yo, you are a fool! I say affectionately. I want to get up, but you pull me down and hug me tenderly. "I'll never let you go again. You've been gone long enough." "Yo, you have to know ... I'm sorry I didn't believe you, the thing about Silver and the great spirit and such. But why are you didn't come home straight away? "" Because I wanted to ask you something and I didn't know how you would react to it. "" What the? " I ask curiously. "Well ..." you reach a little red in his pocket and pull out a jewelry box.I know boxes like this, I've seen them enough in soap operas. "Anna, we are already engaged, but I want an honest answer from you. Do you want to marry me?" With these words he goes down on his knees and takes my hand. "Yo ..." Confused, I look at you until I get a "Yes, I do" out. You put the ring on my finger and get up. "Anna, you have just made me the happiest person in the world, and yet we now have a lot to explain to the others. Especially the fact that you are three months pregnant. You know what?" "Yes, of course. You you know me. " I smile at him underhandedly. "Oh, my Anna. You are what you are." "Of course. Yo? I ... I missed you." "I missed you too." You pull me closer to you and kiss me. “Anna, I love you.” “I love you very much too.” When we part from each other, you say something to me. “We have to go to the others. Where are they?” “They're waiting outside.However, I don't know where Hao is. "" I'm here all the time, "comes the window." Hao, typical. You had to overhear us. "Yo laughs happily. Before he looked sad and depressed, but that's over now." Sure, brother. We have to celebrate that you got your fiancée back. Or what do you mean Anna? "Asks the older man, turning to me." Because of me. “When I open the door, I see the boys standing in front of the door and trying to eavesdrop.” Apparently, word got around quickly that we are getting married and that I am pregnant! "" Pregnant ?! Get married ?! "everyone shouted, except of course you, Hao and I." Is that Yo? "" Yup. Why not? "" Anna ... and Yo ... get married ... I'm in the wrong movie. "Until everyone had digested that, I sat back on the chair and looked at the tithe. I especially catch my eye. I have never seen you so happy. You had never glared at the others when they had said something against me You never cheered like this when someone wished you happy.I knew it was a mistake never to believe you. Why did I