I wake up again from this dream.
This dream has haunted me for so long ...
I dream him over and over again
and the same thing happens in him every time!

I am left alone ...
They just walk away and I fall in the dark
I'm afraid that it will really happen
and I feel it will happen ...

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?

I go for a walk like every day after this dream
and every time I ask myself what would happen if I am really alone ...

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

I'm scared of knowing, but don't I have to know to deal with it? What if it really should come to that?
If it really should be like that, that I am alone and nobody sees or hears me anymore?

When there is really nobody left who cares about me ...

When my time comesForget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

It's true, I've made a lot of mistakes that can't be rectified.
I'm sorry too, but what should I do? Or what can i do?
I dont know...

I screwed up and you dumped her for me, I thank you for that ....

Don't be afraid
Of taking my beating
I've shared that I'm me
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

The mistakes I made were not on purpose.
I wanted to do something right and I just got it wrong again ...
I'm so sorry ... forgive me ..

I'm only strong on the outside
Inside, I'm weak ... that's why I keep making these mistakes over and over again ...
I don't want to do it anymore, but I'll do it again ...So if you're asking me
I want you to know

I'm standing on the bridge again like almost every morning and staring down.
I sometimes imagine what if I just jumped ...

Would anyone notice?
Would someone mourn for me?
Would someone miss me
And above all, would someone forgive me for my mistakes?
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

I would so much like to leave behind everything that torments me
But I can't do it ...
I'm too cowardly to do this
I don't deserve my coat of arms ...
Take it away from me .. give it to someone who deserves it ..
Someone like you ...

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to act so well
Pretending
Someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I will never be like youEven if I wish it from the bottom of my heart
I am and I will remain ...
Whatever happens ..
I can't be like you
I feel empty ... so empty
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty

I stare down as I have for so long ...
I didn't even notice you approach me ...
Only when I feel your hand on my shoulder do I wake up.
From this dream that has already begun.

If I had jumped now, would you have kept me in your mind?

Everything that I have experienced beautiful with you?
Everything that made me and you happy
And above all memories that showed how I can really be ...

Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Your eyes meet mine
You don't say anything, but your eyes speak a language of their own ..
They tell me, wake up ... wake up from this dream .. it's not realReal is only what is now and here ...

But how am I supposed to know what's real when I don't know
I feel empty,
So weak,
This emptiness eats me up inside.
I wish it would stop ...
But it doesn't stop ...

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to act so well
Pretending
Someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

I don't know beforehand, but you know ...
You seem to know what I'm feeling ...
I just don't know why and before ..
You give me warmth and release me from this nightmare for some time

You hug me ...
I allow it ...
Like almost everything that happens to me ...
Your warm body warms me
And gives me shelter from the cold
that has already enveloped me.
I wish this moment would never end
But it will end ..
Like any good dream that follows a bad one ...

I can't be who you are ...

I can only be what I am ...Just like you showed me ...
I thank you for this,
I thank you for knowing again
who I am and that there is still someone who doesn't care about me ..
That you are there
and take care of me and grow
Forever...

Now I know who I´m
I can´t be who you are, but I can be who I´m

Thanks…
Frosted…