Why did you do that to me?
Why did you choose her over me?
Why did you leave me because of our ridiculous arguments?

Questions to which I will not get an answer.
At least not from you.
But they won't get out of my head anymore.
I've been trying to find out where you live for some time now.
But I still haven't found out.
I know that you are the boss of a gang and that you kill to achieve your goal.
With me you did it first.
With my tribe.
When I met you, I thought he might be nice.
But once again I was wrong about the person I fell in love with.
Then when you found out I was a kurta too, it shocked you.
Then I also thought he had never seen anything like it.
But I should be taught better.
Then after you and your gang attacked my village ...
I ripped my love for you from my heart.
'Cause now I hate you

Why do i hate you
Why does my heart tear when I see you sad?
Why why?.........????????????????????????

WHY?

Now you have left me too.
Because now I'm all alone.
No, ... I'm not all alone.
I still have my friends.
But they don't understand me like you did.
I always have to play tough or be happy so they don't worry.
Gon especially gets worried so easily.
About me.
I don't want to live like this anymore.
Alone and lonely.
Yes, lonely .......
LONELY .... LONELY is just the right word for what I'm feeling.
I feel abandoned
From you.
From my friends.
From the world.

Only the rain still understands me.
When it rains I always think of you.
Because when it rained, you always annoyed me.
Then I always had to laugh.

What's that that's running down my cheek?
It tastes very salty.
My God, I'm crying again.Just because I think of you makes me cry

How long have I been standing here looking down.
I see the cars getting faster and faster.
From up here they look like little toy cars.

Do I even want to jump ???? OR live ???????????????????

I don't know because I've been thinking about it for a long time.
I see a black car below.
I don't know who gets out ......
Everyone looks so small from up here.

Chapter 3: Part 3

Suddenly I have to laugh, even though the situation is really not coming.
I had to think of a game that I once played with you.
It was about the heads of pins.
Go down there, in different sizes, pin heads.
I look behind me again, but I can't see anything there.

The veil in front of my eyes won't lift.
He will never do it.
I'm jumping now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..................... ........

When I jumped, I fell deep.
Then I hit the ground.
All around me I hear horrified screams.

Among these many screams, I also hear your voice.
But I can't hear you anymore
Everything turns black.

i feel free
When you are dead, you can hardly feel anything.
If death could grant a wish

SO I WISH I HAD LIKE TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's what I wish for most.
But I know that this wish can never come true.
Because you LIVE and I am DEAD !!!

end

Wow, I was totally depressed. Kuraks forgive me. Chrolochen forgive me. I didn't mean to upset you. It's just a story.
* hides fearfully from Crolo`s and Kuri`s evil eyes *

Maybe I'll write a continuation from Chroli`s point of view. But I have to get at least 10 clerks.

BYE, your Chrolo-san18