Translation

Fanfic: Ohne dich bin ich alleine

Subtitle: Was ist dir die Liebe wert?

Chapter: Lost Angel

A few days ago Kai had decided to surprise his wife but now he was slowly afraid that something would go wrong. Hitomi had been pleased with his idea and had left her with the preparations for everything that had to be done, and he had phoned John and Tai to convince them to go along with it. After the hundredth begging, both agreed that they wanted to come to Japan to please him and everyone else. What he didn't know was that the two had hatched a little plan during that time.
Kai had always been in a good mood for the last few days, although Tom didn't let us sleep much during the nights. His grin didn't just bother me because of those secret calls from someone who were starting to bother me. "K ... phone." I only said when the doorbell rang I got tired of hearing: I'm sorry, honey.
With every further call I got angrier and wanted to strangle him for it but I didn't do it because I wanted to trust him and not put everything on the line. "Is for you, Angel!" he said and handed me the phone in the bathtub. "Yes, please." I said and looked at Kai who sat down on the edge of the tub. "Amber? I hope if not what the point." that voice was from Claire. "Claire what's the matter that you're calling at this time?" Something fell over in the background. "Are you okay Claire?" she sighed and probably left the room. "Yes, everything's okay, Amber, but now that's why I'm calling ..." she took her artist break. "Lost Angel tell you anything else?" she reached for the edge of the tub. "What about the band?" something went down again. “You can hear you all want to meet!” Amber frowned. "Who tells them that?" she giggled. "I caught that lately, but it could only have been my imagination." I looked at Kai who just shrugged his shoulders. "I think so too, Claire!" she sighed again. "
This call should confuse her a bit and he did, he had achieved what he wanted."Do you want to stay in there much longer?" he asked and looked at her. "No, it's just that I can't get hold of the towel." she looked at him with her doggy look. "You got that look from me, Angel." he said with a grin, but got up and held the towel out to her. She got out of the tub and took the towel from him, wrapped herself in it and looked at him. "You're weird, K!" she said and went to the door. He took her hand and pulled her close. "What should be weird about me." he asked, leaning over her. "You are always in a good mood and you talk to someone on the phone." he touched her lips with his thumb, pulled her a little closer and kissed her.
The days passed by Amber wanted to check on the Broken Angel, Hitomi did not answer. Today she got away with three hours of sleep and accordingly looked tired. Kai had dropped her here and parked the car in a nearby parking lot. The light was on in the shop, which was not really normal for that time, Tom slept peacefully in his carrier bag. "Let's go inside." I nodded and we went inside. When I saw everything standing there, my heart changed completely, my friends were all here without exception. Even Claire who was afraid of flying was here and smiled at me with her big grin.
"Lost Angel forever." they all called together. "Amber what about you?" I had to hold on to Kai to keep from falling. "She is speechless." he grinned. My gaze caught on a picture that was on the stage, Kai had taken Tom, with a few steps I stood in front of the stage and looked at the picture. "The only photo we found that we're all in, Lily." said John. It almost broke my heart when I saw Maik and Sam together, or Luna and Luc but also Kai and me. Nobody would have thought back then what could happen when they get older, young and naive they had always said. And today they were still young but not quite as naive as when the picture was taken.Everyone laughed and I stood there and looked at the whole thing from a distance that I had built up so as not to hurt the others, to enable them to have their own lives. Tom had woken up and was holding my little finger and sucking on it, since he didn't like his pacifier, I tried to smile. The three stood in front of the stage, it was almost like before when they stood there and talked about their stuff, it never should have come that far, that had become clear to me by now. And yet I couldn't change it, the band Lost Angel no longer existed and also the little Lily who had something with Jenny no longer existed, there was only Amber Morgan who didn't have to change her life. I picked up Tom and went to Kai, John and Tai the three of them were laughing when I got to them. “If we have this one.” Tai grinned widely. "You're going to be a rocker too like your parents, little Thomas?" I smiled at John. “There's still time, don't you think?” Kai hugged his son. "You two could be right. He could become a rocker." he looked at him lovingly like Tiana and me.
The little celebration ended with everyone insisting that the four of us share a stage again. The others didn't have to work on me for long because it was a wish I had for ages to be on a stage again. Tom, Tiana, Haruna and Tamara were standing at the very end of the room because it wasn't that loud again. The boys set the tone and I'll say a song I wrote for Sam when we were still in school. This song just went very well at the end of the day because it didn't sound too harsh like some of my other songs.