they ran towards me. I could hardly refuse to give them my autographs and the photos with me and then I was shown beautiful places by them, after which I asked them what their favorite places were. There are: the campsite, which was close to the beach, the mountains, the reindeer farm and a beautiful place where you could watch the northern lights particularly well. So did we. It was just beautiful. I know from my fans that in this area from November to February the sun never really rose and from May to August the sun never really set. This is called polar night and polar day. After the Aurora Borealis, as the Northern Lights, in the north, is also called, unfortunately our ways parted. During the tour I also took photos for my album every now and then, learned something new at the same time and visited beautiful and special places. I had also seen a beautiful forest that I wanted to walk through in the next few days. I returned to my hotel room, took some clothes, took a quick shower, put on make-up, did my hairstyle and put on the dress I had laid out. After I put on perfume, I checked myself again in the mirror and went to the restaurant to eat. A middle-aged man was sitting at the table where my parents were also sitting.Possibly another business partner of my daddy. As I approached the table I see another person at the table. A teenager a little older than me. Only now do I realize how much I love my best friend and playmate and what I didn't know when he left, my first great love. Something already tells me that I would see him again, but what I didn't know until we saw him again was that it would be under different circumstances. While I was so lost in my thoughts, the boy said something. Only when he touched me did I flinch and look at him questioningly. But he just wanted to politely ask me if I wanted to dance with him. Then he held out his hand to me, which I accepted with a smile. It didn't make me happy, but I danced with him anyway. I just thought * you won't find a pretty girl like me everywhere *. It was only when I was dancing that I noticed what he was wearing, how tall he was and how well built he was. Just like Kai. My dearest Kai! What was he doing now, where he was, whether he had made a name for himself in the world? who knows? Who could guarantee me that he was fine and that he was famous? But no, I had to live here with the uncertainty that he caused me. Oh Kai, why don't you dance with me instead of letting me dance with this loser. Back then you made sure that no boy, apart from you, was allowed to touch me.
It was as if you were telling me: "No matter what happens, don't get involved in such wannabe machos who believe they are something better. They don't have the faintest idea what's going on here."
You said these words to me and left because your grandfather left because he was your guardian. But we were still able to see each other again and again, because our parents were friends and business partners at the same time. Because they met more often, we also saw each other more often, which had always pleased both of us. But the fact that he didn't come to us with his grandfather one morning seemed very strange to me and decided to continue waiting for him. I even went to bed and wondered why he hadn't come or if something had happened to him. Then I decided to sleep and wait for tomorrow. Maybe he would come tomorrow. But when my father said at the breakfast table the next day that he would not come but that he was going to a school in his native Russia-Moscow.
"I'm sorry my angel," he said.
I was so sad that I disappeared into my room and wondered if it was my fault.
Tell Kai, why does your grandfather hate me and life so much?
While I was so lost in thought we had already danced 4 songs and sat down with our parents. And so this evening slowly came to an end. I changed my clothes, took off my make-up and then snuggled into the hotel pillow, thinking of Kai. The next morning I got up very early to get ready and went to my parents' dining room to have breakfast with them. Just as I sat down next to them, my father announced out of the blue that both he and my mother had to leave again and that the vacation was over for them and that I could still stay here.I just nodded * it was clear that it had to happen that way * They went upstairs to the room after breakfast, packed their bags and took a taxi to the airport where Voltaire picked them up with his plane. What I didn't know at the time was that he had polonium 210, a highly radioactive and virtually undetectable isotope, with him to kill her. Well now I was sitting here in the room. Even our butler, my second best friend, and my nanny had flown back to America to prepare everything for the arrival of my parents and me. I spent the day letting go of frustration and of course shopping. Shopping was something of a frustration reliever for me. I always got in a good mood when I found good clothes to wear that went with the rest of my clothes in the closet. Well, that's how I got around that day. When I was in bed, I had resolved to inspect the forest that I had seen yesterday the next evening and to spend the afternoon with my camera. It occurred to me that I had taken a lot of pictures with my sweetheart with the cam. Oh, if at least a picture was here with me or, better still, he himself live and in color. * Oh Kai every night I see your childlike face I wonder how you look now? I'm sure you're a real magnet for women. You looked so cute even as a small child. My parents always wanted a boy like Kai as their son-in-law. They still thought it was a shame that you moved away back then. I felt totally lonely, cried every night because you were torn away from me, just like that and something died inside of me *
At that time he had given me a rose. I think it was red. I had guarded her like a precious treasure, watch out so that she remained intact. But when he left it began to wither and die just like my heart and soul. When he left he had left me with complete emptiness and loneliness. With this pain I was able to start my music career recently.
My lyrics were filled with him.

In the evening I grabbed my jacket because it was getting cold here slowly, not like the last few days and went into the forest. There I came to a clearing that was lit by the ghostly light of a campfire. A group of people had gathered there. Everyone, everyone, was wearing black clothes. They stood in a circle around a woman and a girl who were both sitting on the floor. I could hear a low hum coming from the two of them. Sounded like a tattoo needle. Before I could even react properly, two of these strangely dressed people came along and I was taken to the rest of the group. A man. Who appeared to be the leader spoke to the girl. However, I couldn't understand what he was saying, since I only knew Russian and English. Then the girl got up and came slowly towards me. Only then did I notice that a tattoo was on her wrist. It wasn't quite finished yet, but I could still see that it was a snake wrapped around my wrist.Only the outlines could be seen. The girl who was apparently called Luna looked at me, stroked my cheek and smiled. But I was still terrified because I didn't know where I got into or what kind of people they were around me. I think it invaded my mind. I didn't know, but it felt a bit weird, like someone got into my brain with a monster syringe. She asked me something in her language that I didn't understand again and then and then she asked her question in English, what I finally understood. She just asked me who I was.
I replied: "My name is Amy Nikolaevna"
Then she asked me what I would be doing here. I explained that I was going for a walk in the forest and ended up here by accident. When I finished, the girl spoke to this man again.
Then she turned to me again and said very eerily: "You will go now and don't tell anyone about this"
As she said this, playing with a strand of my hair, I felt the monster syringe being taken out of me. I would love to obey, but my fear paralyzed me. She whispered one last "run" to me. She made her eyes glow blood red and grinned diabolically. That released me from my stupor and I ran back to the hotel and wondered what had just happened. While I was brooding I had reached my hotel room, changed my clothes and lay exhausted on the bed and fell asleep.

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