I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
[I]And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
[I]'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

I walked the streets alone until I got to the place that was full of memories of you. My heart was full of sadness for you. Every day without you was torture for me. The grief eats me away inside. You were my everything. Without you I feel alone Every hour, every minute, every second I think of you. Why did you leave me ?!

These wounds won't seem to heal
[I]This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase


My body was so weakened by the internal pain that my body collapsed like a house of cards. The feelings for you were too real and I couldn't understand why you left us. The deeply eaten wounds stayed there and the pain lasted forever ...


When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
[I]When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
[I]But you still have all of me
[I]
I remember how I used to comfort you when you cried and when you screamed in pain. I've always been there for you. But why did you leave me alone now In this dark and lonely world like this one. I couldn't live in this world without you.
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
[I]Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
[I]

My wounds wouldn't heal, they were just too deep. I just had to cry at that moment. I was devastated. My heart hurt terribly. It didn't want to stop. Now it was raining too. The rain soaked my clothes. My illness didn't make it any easier. The illness made me so weak that I could lose my life any second.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
[I]But though you're still with me
[I]I've been alone all along

But I didn't want to give up. These words you left me ... I never wanted to forget the words. The last words you left me before you left us. Just a few words ...

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
[I]When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
[I]But you still have all of me ...

I still felt your closeness, but my mind played a game with me. This world without you was no longer the same for me. I couldn't bear the memory of you anymore. I was standing on a street with the last of my strength. I didn't notice the car, deeply shackled by my suffering. Just a thud that went through my body.
All of me ...
All of me ...
All ...

I had been taken to the hospital, but it was too late. On the way there, I gave my life. I lost it. I was finally redeemed and able to see my fiancé and child again.
I left a letter that was found the next day.
Dear Naruto-kun,


[CENTER]Your words: Live, live for me and my child. Be strong and live. Do not give up. You are strong.

I love you very sakura. You're welcome...