My heart is beating fast.
Your look meets mine
But I feel that you will never return mine as I would like.

You live for her I know As close as I try to get to you, I feel the distance between us. We are so similar. Two lost children. Unwanted. In someone else's shadow.
We were both made into something we shouldn't be. We are tools condemned to live a predetermined life. I thought that might bring us a little closer together. But no matter what I do, how hard I try, you don't look away from her.

My heart, it's breaking.

No matter how much time I spend with you, no matter how much I push myself near you, I will never be anything compared to her. The magic brought us both here, but it is also the magic that divides us.

I wanted recognition, love, affection. I wanted to be someone I am not. Now I'm someone who lives between two worlds, looking for something to stop at. Now I am who I wanted to be, but realize that this is not what I really want.
I am a young girl, 16 years old. I am a young girl, a celebrated star in the pop sky. I am a young girl, a deadly weapon in a relentless war. I am lonely.
I was the hope of my family when I was born, but they quickly found that they think I was quite a disappointment. My magic isn't 'good' enough for such a powerful family. So they made me who they wanted me to be. A powerful weapon. They put a chip in me to change my skills. They achieved that I could wipe out an entire village in one fell swoop, but they didn't expect that I couldn't control it. I know you are different ... your mother only achieved that you can use a 'kind of' pretended magic. But I can't imagine that you can't control something. If you were in my position you would have been a success. Since I wasn't one, they gave me a collar that acts as a natural limiter and keeps my powers under control, but they can just as easily control me with it. I am a dog trapped in a supposedly golden cage. My big brother was probably more successful than me. Although that may sound cynical, I owe his new calling to the fact that I can lead a fairly free life. Out of my desire for recognition and my love for music, this me was born that I would like to erase, but apart from music I have nothing left.
When I'm on stage people look at me. I see admiration, affection, love. What would I give to see you standing in front of me just once.

I know a similar fate is hard for you You also have a chip in you, you are just as much in the shadow of your sister as I am in the shadow of my brother. But you protect them. You love her. Is it really only for you?

Both of us. Lost.

Now here I am. Stand up here on this stage. I want to tell you so much so much, but I can't find words for it. I just can't get it.
I've been up here so often, but this time it's different. You're standing down there. You are one of many, but for me THE one.Our eyes meet.
My heart beats
Beats fast.

The world is also this beautiful.
Upon the ticking clock hand, I wait for you.
The darkness is becoming frightening, but only a little.
These beautiful world's colors are fading away,
Flowing away.
Teach me ...

There is only you and me.

There is something I need to tell you, and though I look for the words
I cannot find them.
Even though the things to say
Are overflowing,
I still can't do it.
Look at me ...
Repeating this ...
All over again ...

Your gaze is on me.

These words have no heart behind them, just a closed mind;
Unconcerned actions are becoming bright.
I don't need love like in dramas and such.
Just to be by your side
That alone is enough for me
That alone is enough for me ...
That's all ...

Someone's wishes,
Lack of words,
And feelings
Are gently engulfing this world.

There is something I need to tell you, and though I look for the words
I cannot find them.
Even though the things to say
Are overflowing.
I still can't do it.
Just look at me ...

[i]My eyes are on you.
My heart beats fast.
Your gaze is on her.
My heart, it's breaking.