So here is your mulle again. I only wrote this story briefly because it is actually a test of whether I am able to write sad things. Alos it is said that crying is allowed in this FF. If you read them I ask you to leave me a picking point. Now read
Your mulle
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I wake up drenched in sweat. I keep seeing this same scene over and over and over again in my head. In the shower I try to clear my head, but how am I supposed to do that when I only have to think about you? There are so many happy people walking around on the street, it doesn't make me feel better either. At the ice cream parlor around the corner I thought I saw you standing, but you're gone. My favorite ice cream, which I bought now, no longer makes me happy. I keep walking and don't even have a clue where to go. Just away, very far away where memories can't catch up with me. It's already dark now, I've been on the road for hours, I have no idea where I am now.Then suddenly everything comes back to me. Right here it is, I just want to get out of here, but I am paralyzed. Again I see this terrible scene: You are in your car, driving me to a friend meeting. Suddenly the brakes no longer work and we drive towards this intersection. We have a head-on and are thrown into a tree. The car stands still and I look next to me, see you trapped, swimming in your own blood. You find it hard to breathe and you don't talk to me. I cry and beg God not to take you away from me. In vain. You just open your eyes and I give myself hope, although you are bleeding heavily and everything about you seems so bent. But then another car rushes in head-on and squeezes our car heavily. Now you are motionless and I can no longer hear a breath, not a breath of air drifts over your gentle lips. Because the car is now so narrow, your body is now right next to me.Desperately I caress you and ask you to persevere. Your blood is running over my hands and there is no end to it. I want to kiss you one last time, but I'm trapped myself and can't get my head to yours. I tell you that I love you and that you mustn't leave me alone. Then you open your eyes, although I couldn't even feel your pulse "I love you too and will always be with you. Farewell and don't forget me" Your hand, which had asked for mine, fell down and so did your eyelids. Tears and blood rush past me, I don't even notice that the fire brigade is already about to free me. I wake up in the hospital, almost unharmed. I'm going home and now I'm back at the intersection where it happened. Debris from our car is lying on the edge of the road. Meanwhile, the rain that started when I saw this scene again is easing. The sun shone through a gray cloud and it seems to me that you are standing next to me.But you never come back, I've lost you forever. Now I know why I'm back at this intersection. My subconscious guided me. I look up at the sky one last time, where the sun is already clearing again. Then the traffic lights at the intersection turn green for the cars and I run out into the street. Just a few seconds of pain, a sweet pain, because I'll be right with you! I come to you my darling because I am always yours!

So that was it, I don't know if it serves its purpose of being a little sad. As I said, I ask for a pickup. Until then
Your mulle
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