Everything starts at the beginning
But there is still no end in sight
We will never see an end either
Because the end doesn't exist
There will always be something after us
We won't see it though
Sometime
Will there be another big bang
And then there is another beginning
And yet again no end
The universe will be there forever
Even if there is nothing left in him
Even if we stop moving
Because the standstill of time will never be imminent
Our search is as infinite as time
Our search for meaning
According to the meaning of our life
According to our true soul
And after ourselves
Death is just another step
One step into infinity
The infinity of our existence
An existence marked by pain
Of eternal torments
Because infinity means to see
To see what misery means
To see how much suffering is endured
To understand that it will never end
To understand what you can no longer change yourself
I would change a lot if I couldBut it doesn't work
I don't see much in front of me anymore
I wished for infinity
I wish the transition
I see it in front of me
A step
One cut
A twitch
A spit
On what holds me
It is not much
It will never be more
Because that's what holds me
Too thin to hold me
A single rope
That collapses under the weight
A weight
That seems heavy
Than the whole world
A weight made up of hatred
Hatred of the people around me
contempt
Contempt for all who torment me
The desire for humiliation
Humiliation for all I hate
The hatred increases immeasurably
The longer I think about it
Every word that they address to me
Is filled with hatred and humiliation
Every laugh that they send out
Is intended against me
Every time you cry
Cry because I'm back
Why is it that we are so fascinated by the infinite
Why do we want to live forever
We wish to live foreverA desire to endure torment
A wish to see other sufferings
A wish to see
How others are born and die
A desire to feel contempt
No!
I do not wish it
I couldn't
Nobody could
And so I say
Cheers for death
Because he is the best that can happen!